I go back to school next week and I'm not ready. All the anxiety and stress, I don't w at to go through it again. I had such a shitty winter break on top of that so I'm really not feeling a good vibe. School is such a pain. I don't learn shit, I'm like actually stupid. I'll have no idea what I learned even if I try to study. I'm so burnt out and tired of trying someday I'm gonna snap. Doesn't help that some students make things even worse, making "female depression" ( and mental illnesses in general ) seem like a whole bunch of clown shit! " you're just sensitive". Blah blah blah, shit gets annoying. Always making fun of people for their interests, like come on, we have our own opinions and I'm pretty sure we didn't ask for yours. Some kid got all mad at me saying " you only like stranger things because it's quirky and everyone likes it." If anyone is trying to be quirky, it's you. I wish I could just take days off and ditch but my parents would kill me, they really don't understand how much school effects me. Gee even last year I had a hella toxic teacher, he had abusive power. Always making everyone feel bad about themselves. Blaming students he dislikes for stealing things, calling on the same students just to poke fun at them, he's the reason my self confidence went down traumatically last year.
Anyways thanks to whoever for reading this stupid rant.
