Dear Khushi,
I don't know whether you will believe me if I say that u have made a special place in my life. First of all, I'm sorry that my handwriting is a bit tough to read. You know that I'm very bad in expressing my emotions to anyone and if at all I express, I show only my anger.
I know that I have hurt you in the most heartless and cruelest way that you may know, for that I deeply apologise. When you fell onto my arms in Sheesh Mahal and when you told that if you are late then Payal's wedding would be called off, I was damn angry because I thought you were sent by my rivals to sabotage my show. Your words triggered my past Khushi. Yup I had a past with that place. That was the place where I lost my everything. My mom shot herself, after she got the knowledge of extra marital affairs of my father, Mr. Malik. After witnessing her suicide, he shot himself immediately, due to his guilt. All this happened on Di's first marriage day, the wedding was called off and I was there watching my parents quarrelling and dyeing. I couldn't do anything to withhold them from shooting. We were orphaned on that day. We were thrown out of our home by our uncle and we're on streets for 2 days before Nani, who was looking for us, took is to here, Delhi.
Memories are something that I wish to bury but that doesn't happen Khushi. Those were the reasons why I hurt you in the beginning. Afterwards, when you joined in AR, your innocence, behaviour, your chirpy nature, made me go against my own wish to not hurt you and leave you alone. Because you were showing a mirror in my life Khushi. Arnav was, in fact an exact replica of your behaviour in front of his mother alone. But after her death he was well hid from outside world of cruel people who wear a mask of gentlemen and women. You showed a mirror Khushi. So....
I just wanna say that I LOVE YOU,Khushi. I don't know when, how, or where I fell for you. Whether it was when I saw you during the Callander shoot or when you came to RM to teach Lavanya, or when you were surrounded by Diyas during the Diwali night, or when you do your crazy things-day in and day out, I don't know when. I know that you will be astound reading this, that I can actually imagine your face. I don't know how much I can express through my words that the reason I penned them down on a paper.
I am not sure that you feel the same for me or not. So I'll wait for your answer Khushi.
Yours
ARNAV
P.S- Don't be too attached to NK, I don't like that.
PPS - don't take too much time to think, Darling.
