arrived in a new school
he was my first guy friend
always smiling and laughing
i knew he liked me
he always said i was pretty
but i couldn't handle feelings
and refused to admit i liked him
deep down i knew
if he asked me out
i would say yes
but when anyone would ask
i would laugh it off
calling him one of my closest friends
my immature self didn't realize
he was just my type
brown hair
blue eyes
kind and funny
he assumed i didn't feel the same
he called me a lesbian
and said i was pregnant with his child
so i cried
i think that was the end of the feelings
at least on his end
because i liked him for another year
the sad truth is
i would've been with him in a heartbeat
but he never asked
so he fell for another girl
who was not really like me
and i sat watching him
knowing he could've been mine
but i eventually lost those feelings
and moved on to the next
now we're barely friends
and i miss him
i'll never forget you
