The girl who lost Her Wrold

The Girl Who Lost Her World

 Written by: Em_Writes_17 & PlaidMoosette

Inspired by: My Life and Friends

Dear Wattlings,

This is a story that I (E.m) came up with and PM just sorta' took over editing and then she got a part of the writing. Anyway, this book has a heavy topic of depression, death, and abuse. If you have a sensitivity to these subjects; we would suggest avoiding reading this. Don't worry about Me and PM; This is the complete opposite of our lives. We are Happy(ish) no ones perfectly happy. I tried so hard to write more, but without PlaidMoosette. It's been hard. But I swore   to her i won't stop writingE.m_Writes_17 & PlaidMoosette

Chapter 1

Emily was thirteen, and she was somewhat happy. She had a little brother who was nine and an older brother who was fifteen. One day she and her older brother got home from school and remembered that their parents were still out with their younger brother. Then her brother went to do homework *cough* (a.k.a. play games and scroll facebook) *Cough COUGH*. HeBen had an alert from a live newscast warning from the local station, and hethe older brother called Emily down and watch it. The news anchor announced " We have just gotten the report of a 5 car crash on the government bridge. We are- Wait, Just in; the people in the car are Maj. Cameron Olsen, his son James Olsen, and his wife Mary Lee Olsen. All three in critical condition. They are at Davenport hospital"Emily was in shock. She ran outside to find a friend. Luckily she found Mmason walking to the park, and she stopped him. He asked what was wrong. She said through tears and stammering "Th-Th-the family on the news, they were mine. I need you to give us a ride to the Hospital, NOW. please" tears streaming down her face., begging.Mason replied, "Oh my goblins! Let's go." As Ben and Emily paced the ER, a doctor came out then croakeding out "I am sorry, but they didn't make it" devastated, Emily fell to the ground started to erupt into tears, the doctor said they could see them. They went in.Emily started to sing " I heard there was a secret chord that David played and it pleased the lord-"She couldn't complete the song. She was devastated so much that when she looked at her family, she cried. Ben had to pick up Emily and carry her out of the ER while she was screaming and pleading "NO LET ME SEE THEM, PLEASE. ONE MORE TIME, PLEASE" bawling her eyes out. Everyone in the ER that dDay knew what had happened in the room. 

Chapter 2

Coming up to Emily, Ben sighed and spoke "I can't go to school, I can barely get up to the fridge. I need some time to ... ya' know figure things out. So you want to stay home with me or go to school?" Emily still in shock nodded her head, she knew that Ben is grieving.So they stayed home; No words spoken. Sometimes hearing sniffles from time to time; At others wailing and choking on their tears. The next day at school, everyone knew what happened so they said "I'm sorry for your losses" she heard it so much and it broke her even more knowing that her dad was never coming back, and her mom was never going to tell her that everything would be alright, and no big hugs from her younger brother. As she went home, she could feel them at her side saying "You're ok, be strong for us and Ben We love you don't let anyone tell you otherwise.'' She felt stronger, but she was still sad and she started to sing."Walking alone , Talking to myself , I don't know to do or have anything else to lose, I Have no reason for shame but I have myself to blame. You were there for me when my heart wasn't. You were there when I had no home to go , I still hear your voice saying, You are home" She had no Idea what to do, she did the only thing that made sense; she prayed. She knelt down on the ground and said "Father in heaven please help me not to feel alone, Gosh miss you guys. You don't know how hard it is being here. I know you guys are there, but I keep crying every night, and ben has been bullying me more. I know how sad he is, but I can't keep him from hurting me. He's gone so far that everytime I whined he would cut me a little bit. I can't get the old ben back. Please help me. I haven't told anyone else about this because ben threatened to hurt me if I told anyone. But I need to tell someone. I'm scared. I don't know what to do" Every week she would go to the cemetery to talk with everyone she loved. The only person she had left was Ben. All she could do was stay strong and hope for the best. Eventually she was all alone. No one wanted to be sad like her. So every morning before she left, she remembered what her mom had said " You're never fully dressed without a smile on" Emily chuckled to the movie reference ; Her mother's favorite movie Annie. So she faked her pain everyday. But truth is everyone could see her pain. Because she never laughed, talked or even gave a smile because everyone would tell her how much they love their family. She had so dearly missed her family. Soon enough she was so depressed that she wore all black. She always wore a hood. Specifically her father's hoodie. In every class, at least 5 kids would say a smirky response such as, "oh, that looks big on you. You should talk to your dad. You're gonna get dressed coded" they all laughed. She always wore it in remembrance of her dead dad. Then one day she snapped. her teacher had just told her "Emily, don't forget your hood" she replied with "Uh Oh, I didn't forget." the teacher began to speak to her, " Emily take you hood off or I'll have no choice but to-' she erupted.she shouted back saying "NO!! I WON'T THIS IS THE LAST THING I HAVE TO HOLD ON TO MY FATHER!!! HAVING THIS HOOD UP MAKES ME FEEL CLOSER TO HIM! EVERYONE LAUGHS AT ME AND SAYS SMIRKY THINGS SO YOU CAN GIVE ME A REFERRAL, SUSPEND ME FOR ALL I CARE. I AM NOT PUTTING THIS HOOD DOWN!!!" She took a Sharp Breath and continued with a voice filled with venom."I'm not sorry I yelled, but I am trying to get a point across." and a single tear rolled down her cheek "I-I miss them and I don't have much to hold on too." She got up and left the classroom and started to tear down the hall"Walking around I see my face and I think erase , Everyday's a new race and god's setting the paceGosh I miss your face . The hoodie is your last trace. Canada Still bright and I don't know how long I can fight Till I break"she started to sniffle letting a single tear fall from her face. A teacher saw her coming over to talk to her and comfort her, "I know what happened. Are you going to be okay?" Emily put a smile on and nodded. Her period teacher came out and told her to go to the office; she was suspended. After getting out of the school she walked to the store to buy some food. She saw Ben. She ran to him. He asked "Emily why are you out of school" "I may have yelled at a teacher and got suspended" Emily mumbled Ben Sighed "You did what?!?!?! We are going home... after I get groceries"