i feel like i should cover up and hide away all of my insecurities are not ok my mom judged the way i looked at my most confident and now i'm back on the ground again i have ugly yellow eyes , my hair is shaggy ,short and fried , i have a hairy chub of a stomach , im short , i have a baby face, i dont look anywhere close to what i want to be, she doesn't like me when i am at my least self contious when i feel like i am who i am but she doesn't say anything when i'm at my most self contous i cover up and hide away i can't not care what she says i wanna cry it hurts so bad my burnt scared and bruised heart is cracking, i want to explain i was trying to be like my two sisters because there pretty but she got them in trouble too i just wish i knew cuz i wanna put on a sweat shirt and jeans like i do everyday and now im wearing a crop top and some joggers with a jacket and i wiped the makeup off because now i'm covered in shame i wish i was in bed asleep dreaming about how i wish life would be....
