<3 When I First Met Him <3

When I first him i was an emotional girl that had no care in the world and wanted to leave it ,

I always thought that no cared for me or even loved me i spent most my life hiding and pushing people away,

I grew up with a childhood i could never live with and things i cant remember i had dad that would beat us cheat on my mom and yell at us because he didnt have no more drugs and leave during the night and not come back for a day or two never there, and a mother who was always focused on how we were going to get by on things and stay strong and brothers and sisters who always argue and fight about whos doing dishes or who is going to to with mom and much more things, but I hated when so many People would tell me im worthless and no one would love me and i would never find love or someone to love me and from that day on i always thought that was true and cried for days because I was a damaged girl who thought about suicide ,

But one day I decided to go outside and walk around and thats when i met him he seen i was hurting and alone,

he tried for a month in a half to get close and i kelp shutting him out i felt he just wanted to use me i was scared to let him in and scared of getting hurt but i was wrong he showed me alot that not all people are the same, some are different and the other half aren't.He isn't different or one of thoses who dont care,he one of a kind.(= after i seen that he wanted to be with me.everyday i would go outside to see if he was out so we can hang out for hours we would walk around and talk about random this ,hang out in front of his house and sometimes he would look at me like he wanted to kiss me and sometimes the looks would look like he seeing our future together.When we would hang out i never seen any of the signs he was giving me i always look down smileing and thinking in my head would he ever be with a girl like me and then one day he asked me out and i was confused becase he could have any girl better then me big boobs, big butt, hot body and sexy eye I didnt know what to do but give him a chance so we went out..

Febuary 22,2010 is the day of us starting our future together and then a few weeks later he told me he loved me and it took me a few minites to answer cause i never thought anyone would ever say they love me without lying.then i looked at him smiled and told him i love you too with tears in my eyes..he didnt noe why but i told him a the day after and wen i told him he told me i was beautiful one of a kind girl for him and i smiled and i knew he was the one.a year later me and him had a beautiful baby boy Name Dean Alexander Paez we now live together and he tells me everyday how much he loves me, how beautiful I am, and how lucky we are to be together and were going to grow old with eachother on the beach and die together ..and thats how i met him.. The love of my life Gabriel James Paez