My world of poetry

I'm gone now

You use to call me out my name
And say very hurtful things to me
But to cover  up what I would call your blames
You would buy goodies for me

When I'm happy you would always make me sad
And do things to take away my smile
You often take my mistake just to make me look bad
But all this only lasted for a while

At nights I used to sit and stare at the moon
And think what It would be like to be in a better place
I did that because I knew that I would be leaving soon
Then everything would go blank and I'm lost in space

The day when I lay and took my pills
I had no interest in the world around  me
I took the pills just to fulfill my wills
And ease some of the pain you caused me

In my world here everything is good for me
Because those pills took the pain from me
Tell my love ones who care for me
All I did was took a pain from them

Now that I'm gone now
You can stand and take a bow
The day you said my funeral vow
You made me feel like the beef of a cow

But you see now. I'm gone now. I'm floating around your world and u have my eyes on you