Almost is not enough

Prologue

Hey guys! This is my first ever story! (Short story nga lang hihi) but still aweee I'm happy super!

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At the young age I already know what the real life is, I already see the real world.

My family are the one who make me see those things, they never let me experience first the life of fantasy we're normal kid experience. The joy, the excitement every time they see new things, to play with other kids, to play with toys. I never experience to have fun and enjoy being a kid.

That's why I grew up hating them, hating my family. Why? Because they treat me like other, they treat me like I'm not part of the family.

I hate them, but I hate my life the most. 

I.HATE.MYSELF

Until I met him, he show me the good side of the world. The beauty of life, he show me a lot of things that other people cannot even my own family.

Siya lang.. Siya lang ang nag iisang tao na kayang iparamdam sa akin to. He makes me feel special. And I always wish na sana... na sana hindi siya mawala sakin, na sana nandyan lang siya sa tabi ko.

He promise me na he will not leave me, and I trusted him. Because......

I.... I-I like him, a lot.

But one day,

He left,

And I was broken

because he leave me with no words, no reason, no goodbyes..

Nagising nalang ako na wala na siya, ni anino hindi ko man lang nakita. Ang sakit, sobra kasi yung taong nag pakita nang kagandahan sa buhay siya din pala ang babalik sakin kung pano ko to tanawin bago ko pa siya nakilala. And now I feel nothing...

Every day we feel exhausted for no reason, we feel tired even though we do nothing. We feel sad for no reason, and it's because we live without knowing why we exist. What's the reason of living. We don't know our path to take that's why we are tired of finding them. And that's me, I don't know where I am, what I am and who I am.