Sad Thoughts

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Chapter 1:

Why do I feel like this? I think to myself. I'm currently sitting in the living room. Ok, so this band called 5Sos really took affect to me alot. I love their music for godsakes. A couple months ago I saw them in concert with One Direction (Yes, I met 5/5 of 1D).

Everyone knows that I have this huge crush on bassist Calum Hood. I know I have dreams about him that will never come true. I even wrote a song about him called "You Are Worth All Of My Tears". He really is. I cry alot over him. But I take each day at a time and I still think about him.

Yes, I get judged for loving and caring about the band but I mean they are my idols I look up to them and think highly of the work they do.

Who am I kidding? I'm not even pretty enough. I'm worthless thinking he would ever like me. 

I was showing my friend their recent video on IG. I was playing around saying he was my husband or he will be one day. They said he doesn't even know you and your not going to marry you its all in your dreams.

I started crying. They were right its true. I start thinking well its obvious I'm too fat, ugly, and useless. He would want a pretty model or something not me.

Maybe one day a lucky girl will be with him and it won't be me....




Some of those things were true okay. Please comment and vote tell me what you think. Sorry its short and not good :/. Thank You.

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