Hey.
Yeah i heard the news,
congrats.
I wished i could say that.
Cause the moment i heard that,
I froze, nothing came out,
frozen like a statue.
Feet moved by themselves,
taking me to the safe place.
To the crying corner.
Tears falling,
heart breaking,
me dying.
After what felt like hours,
cold water to my face,
eye drops to my eyes
and fake smile to my lips.
There i stood before you,
with the so called fake smile
and fake congratulations
'Im happy for you guys", I said.
"Truthfully,no", i thought.
But there you are,
standing beside her,
your soon to be wife.
Smiling happily,
with the smile that
I've never seen before.
Deep down i know,
it's too late now.
Memories passing by,
regrets coming over.
But well,
I know that i could never
be the smile to your lips,
be the soul to your mate
and be the love you live for.
