Letter to my future forever ❤️...

I just want you to love me forever take away my pain
be with me thru out the rainy weather

Show me the difference between loving and sticking together
Two peas in a pod together but we flocking like feathers

I love the way that you can stare right into my brown eyes
And see the pain that I have been hiding behind disguise

Can't paint the perfect little picture at least hell we try
We weren't meant to be as perfect love comes with its ties

I know that we're distant but sometimes I sit and wonder
Like do I hurt you when I channel my anger thru thunder

I get to cursing yelling throwing shit man I'm deep under
I feel my body reach the limits I've been trying to cover

You take my hand tell me I'm beautiful
I cannot be sure
And I know what you hate the most
is just being ignored

A lot of times I hate when you're insecure
I'm trying to let you know I'm not leaving out that door

No I don't want to be apart
It's crazy how I loved you from the very start

We sparked the conversation and it started out from there
And you told me don't worry
bout nothing you'll always be right here
And you are always right here

And this year has been crazy
We talked about a wedding and me carrying your babies
We've been stuck to the hip ever since I've been ya lady

And that's just always been my choice it has never been forced you never made me

I could've went the other way and chose a different route
I could've ventured off and ended up all the way south

I'm glad I finally met somebody who could pull me out
The streets ain't nothin to play wit I'm glad that I'm outta bounds

You gave me a new life something that I have always dreamed
I know that things been rocky but it ain't all what it seems

The good outweighs the bad at the end of this narrow stream
I just want you to know can't nobody take you from me

And won't nobody else ever take me away from you you got the key to my heart our beats are inseparable

I can't lie I was scared because I didn't know if this was true
I never mean it when I tell you go ahead and find something new

I remember you kneeled before me I cannot forget that night
You looked me right inside my eyes held onto me so tight

Heart fluttered because I knew forever you'd be in my life
Told me that you loved me, asked if I would be your wife

I said yes and then from there baby we've grown so much
Yes I miss you every day you go to work I miss your touch

And yeah we fuck like rabbits but this isn't just some lust
My heart is pumping out the love I have for you and baby, trust is a must

I never met somebody so loyal and so real
You genuinely care about what I'm thinking, how I feel

And you motivate me with you my confidence is steel
just keep on loving me please don't give up we made a deal

That we would stick together no matter what people say
My love for you could never fade, it grows more by the day

Call me poetic justice I love you in every way
And I want you to know that I promise I'm here to stay

I know I can be stubborn and not always wanna listen
I need to find ways to cope with anger so I can fix it

Cause you know when I'm mad, sad, and glad you pay attention
I thank God that he brought me somebody with good intentions

I'm proud of your success and I believe in all your dreams
And everywhere we go it's "WE" cause there's no "I" in team

Come on let's make these bands and let nobody intervene
Let's focus on this paper stack our bread for final things

I want to be with you and only you not just forever
Forever and a day, a lifetime don't leave me NEVER

And please don't break my heart although I know that you know better
But seriously I hope you feel so good about this letter

I might make this Song I know it's late but I can't sleep
Been listening to music wishing that I had some tree

But baby when I'm with you I'm stronger without I'm weak
You seem to be just like me that's what I find so unique

I know right now we're distant and the space is killing me
So many thoughts are roaming in my mind I'm thinking deep

I cannot close my eyes it's 1 AM I should be sleep
Without you holding me I'm incomplete how could this be

You treat me like a queen and for these reasons babe I love you
You always hold me down although sometimes I know I'm trouble

But you never give up you always fight until it's right
And I just pray to God nothing takes you out my life
EVER..