late night devil

chapter 1

        "geT THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!" zion yelled as he ran towards us. the guy chuckled and stood up, picking me up with him. he wrapped his arm around my neck, holding the knife to it.
"now what? you won't do sHIT" the guy said, and zion's brown eyes hardened over and pierced into mine. i was scared of zion once again. the way he was looking at me, i wasn't sure if he would leave me to die here and now or help me stay alive.
"you dont know me well enough then" zion said and i stared at the dread headed boy. he could tell i was scared, but he didn't seem to care.
"you must not care about her. you're just standing there. you don't give any fucks, dO YOU?!" the guy said as he pushed the knife into my neck a bit, making me wince.
          "z-z-z" i stuttered out, as tears started to form in my eyes. zion took out his gun from his pocket and held it up to the guy's throat.
"say any fucking shit like that, AGAIN, and you're DEAD. understand me neviah?" zion threatened, which made neviah gulp and nod at zion, terrified for his life. he released me and i rubbed my aching neck. the guy disappeared and i just looked down scared of what zion would do next. zion is a nasty fighter, but he's such a cute lover. his love is just so sweet to me. "baby, cmere" he said to me quietly and i walked over to him.
             "baby girl..." zion spoke to me softly, noticing i was shaking. i looked over at him and he rubbed my shoulder.
            "wh-what?" i stuttered out and he just looked at me.
          "you're shaking... what's going on?" the dread headed boy asked softly and i sighed.
            "i-i... i had a flashback. remember when neviah held the knife up to m-my neck?" i stuttered out and the boy chuckled.
           "how could i forget? that boy fucking disappeared scared out of his fucking mind because of me" zion said with a smirk as he moves his dreads out of his face. i nodded as he rubbed the pad of his thumb across my cheek.
          "well i was thinking about it... a-and i'm kinda thinking that maybe we shouldn't do this anymore" i said which made the boy jolt up and look me in the eyes.
           "NO! HAILS DONT DO THIS! I LOVE YOU! YOU CANT JUST LEAVE ME BECAUSE OF THAT ONE THING! i promise you no one is hurting you. i love you baby girl... please" zion said, and tears welled up in his eyes. i stared into his eyes and let out a sigh.
            "zion... we've been doing this for a while i-i just don't know-" before i could finish, zion's lips crashed onto mine. i kissed him back and ran my hands through his dreads.
           "come on babe... we can get through this. it's just a little bump in the road. we got this" zion said to me and i let out a shaky sigh. do i trust him again, or do i not? i really have no idea what to do at this point. i love zion, i really do, but he's a gang leader... is love what will really keep us together? i don't even know at this point...
           "zion... we've had so many bumps in the roads i just don't know if i can do this anymore" i said as i got up from our shared bed.
"what the FUCK?! "i just don't know if I can do this anymore". what about ME!? there's TWO people in this fucking relationship!" zion said as he got up from the bed and stood up hovering over me. he's a lot taller than me, so he intimidates me quite a bit.
"i-i-" i stuttered out, which only made zion roll his eyes at me.
"what? spit it out" he said sternly walking closer to me and i backed into a wall. i let out a deep breath and sighed.
"i-i just... i want some time... a-alone?" i said, but it came out more of a quiestion.
"fine then. do that. come back whenever the fuck you want" zion said as he grabbed his jacket and pushed pasted me. i heard the front door open and slam shut. i knew he was going to his gang to probably rant about how horrible i am...