I should breathe.

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It felt like my heart was beating faster with every passing second. I remember waking up with a huge smile on my face today ; a rare occurence , the thought of me going to meet the boy I've been in love with for the past 3 months, for the first time, greeting me. I'm considering going back home now because of how nervous I am. What If he lost feelings for me? What If he's changed his mind because of what happened?

A million questions rushing into my mind did not stop me from scanning the crowds in front of the metro station looking for him.

THERE HE IS.
Wearing a purple T-shirt ofcourse , our favourite colour.

I watch him pace back and forth , deep in thought. I had planned on hugging him when I saw him , as I had told him I would multiple times , but I decided not to , because my anxiety won't let me. I decided to "boo" him instead.

I walk up to him but with soft steps so he does not hear me coming. Right when I'm about to say "boo" , he turns.

That's when I felt like my heart jumped into my throat. I could'nt think , I could'nt move.
I let out a very soft and shaky "boo!"

He laughed at me. Oh god , he is so beautiful.

"Hi! I've been waiting for a while" he said , beaming at me.

After a few moments of awkwardly staring at him and blushing profusely , I managed to say "Hi! Oh my god finally!"

He asked me if we should go to the mall and obviously I said yes.

I could'nt believe what was happening.
Breathe , Celine , BREATHE.

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