Deep Desire

Surprise

    It's always the things that u expect or the things that cross your mind alot that seem to not ever happen to exist in your life. Or that's what you believe at the meantime. The fact that you expect too much makes what you expect unexpected. Does it make sense? I don't know but to me it seems like it does.

  I'm your average girl nothing too special. 17 years old, a senior, and clueless for what was about to happen in this senior year of mine in highschool. Now shall we go back to the first day of senior year?

September 7, 2021
   Wow. I always knew there was going to be a day where I will eventually leave my friends the ones who'm i spent almost my entire life with. The ones who i grew up with. It was a completely different experience from what i had inside my head. Harder I'd say and more emotional. As i walked in to school campus my eyes directly caught my bestfriends Sarah and Erika. I love them both so much. " Well well look who showed up, pretty late for our first day are we?" Said Erika as Sarah hugged me and greeted me. " Yeah i was a mess this morning didn't feel like getting up from bed and going back to this ." I replied.
"Very optimistic."
"I know."

  Shortly after my conversation with Erika and Sarah i headed to class. Thankfully I had the same class as Sarah so that means the class wouldn't be as boring. As we entered the classroom i noticed that there was someone new. Usually I would care less if someone new came to my grade, dont get me wrong though not out of hate but because i simply dont find interest in them. But this one was different and looked different. The new student was a guy but not any guy. He was what you can call smoking hot. Like his body and face were shaped in a perfect looking figure. I could almost swear that i have never seen a guy who looked this good before. I cut off my own train of thoughts and decided to focus on what the teacher was saying in class.
"I'm so sorry i barely noticed that we have a new student in class please may you stand up and introduce yourself my dear?" Said the teacher as she was asking us about our summer.
" Sure, my name is Ethan Black, I'm originally from california and I'm looking forward for this  year." Replied the new student.
"Hmmmm so his name is Ethan." I said in my head as he finished introducing himself. A part of me hoped he would notice me but another part of me wanted me to forget about him because with a guy in my grade looking like that, it's definitely impossible that the other girls don't already have a crush on him. I should forget about a chance of having anything to do with him. I mean the girls in my grade are gorgeous it would be absolutely impossible if he hasn't noticed them yet or wasnt already interested in them.

" Oh my God jessica did you see the new kid Ethan?! I wouldn't be surprised if he models or is on a cover of some famous magazine." Said Sarah as we got out of class and on our way to the cafeteria.
"Yeah i did, but don't you have a boyfriend to worry about?"
"Ugh you know i love brandon and no guy is more perfect than him, but i have eyes jess and Ethan is the literal meaning of hot."

"Yeah your right, but its just matter of time until we find out that he is a fuck boy or something like that."

"Judgemental today are we?"

"I prefer the term realistic."