I'd like to think that I've changed. That I'm not the same scared girl who would constantly fear that she's always on the verge of being replaced.
Being judged.
But I'm truth, I'm not.
Sure, I have best friends and a boyfriend.
I do all the things I dreamed of!
But deep down, I'm still her.
I'm still me.
And I'm afraid.
Afraid they'll leave me, afraid he won't love me, afraid I'll fuck something up.
And it's hard, feeling so scared.
I'm just tired.
