why try

Why should one try for something
That every one is doing
Why should I try to continue liveing
If it seems I have nothing else to live for
Why should I try
A perpous
A reson
Peace
NO I sit in this void of emotion
Anger
Envy
Sloth
Gluttony
Pride
Greed
My deadly sins that leark on
That never go away
That never seem to leave seems to never fade away like most emotions do
The pain I fill is more then a needle
Something that lasts forever
The escape I had dissipated gone no longer lasting
Why try
Why try for something that would just come to an end why try
For something if it's natrule to come by
Why try for something that has pain written on the side of the label
Why should I try if the destruction
Follows me wherever I go the pain I cause the changes to my soul linger on the mistakes I made follow like the shadow of the afternoon son my true fealings hidden behind a mask that has joy but the pain within is greater than that of the mask
Why try
Why if the sins you make follow you to the place we all end up
Judgement we all face
Why try if all the things you do seem to always have negativity following it
A mask in a window a drop of sun to make the distraction from the truth a mask that says why try...