I sit so quiet my eyes cast down
I'm not the queen bee I don't wear the crown
I change my hair, my clothes they don't match my style
And you're always looking at me all the while
I look in the mirror hating what I see
Wishing I was anyone but me
Your eyes it seems are so quick to judge
My lip gloss smeared and mascara smudged
I daren't even look you in the eye
As my self confidence has run dry
Along the way I lost my self esteem
And you're always there to tread on my dreams
I try to please you yet you just scoff
I pass my words off with a cough
Then one day this girl says to me
Look in the mirror and say what you see
Then she says now stop trying to hide
Open your eyes and take a look inside
I do as asked and then she's gone
But it's now clear it's time to move on
Because in the end it's not what you see
It's who you are and who you choose to be
But now I have found myself again
And It seems i no longer have to pretend
So you can judge me I'm no longer a shadow
I'm my own person and I don't follow
My dreams are my own i didn't ask your opinion
And I can't wait till I'm earning a billion
Because while you'll be living in your own spoilt world
I'll remember that day when i met that girl
She wasn't popular she didn't treat people like scum
But that one quiet girl made me who I've become.
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