"Schizophrenic tendencies"
If I'm not acting right please dont yell at me. I have moments of Schizophrenic Tendencies. I'm exactly like you, I have a life and hobbies I enjoy. I'm just accompanied by a bunch of extra voices. These voices determine my choices sometimes. They chime in like a second conciousness. During moments of monotonous tasks, they tell me I'm under attack, they just don't cut me slack. They point out my issues and attributes I lack. They tell me my family hates me and the lies keep stacking. I keep packing and unpacking as if I'm leaving, but my brain just keeps going. I feel like I've got to run away from the thoughts I cant stop. If you call me dont blame me, the ringing makes the voices say things. Dont answer that phone, they're trying to frame me. They convince me of all these insane things. "Hey do you see that?" That guy who's stalking me. He keeps camping in the bushes and watching me. I'm paranoid, my peers get annoyed. I've got to avoid social settings, they're upsetting. I just wish I could do normal things. I enjoy reading and writing, sometimes you can catch me singing but it doesn't last long. What is that fucking ringing?! What did my mom say she was bringing? The separation between make believe and reality is crumbling. This extra negativity is exactly why I'm stumbling. If your not gonna help me figure out what's real, then leave me alone in my Schizophrenic Tendencies.
