Cold seasons

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It was raining. I remember it perfectly, a friday night. It was raining and I was waiting for him. Just standing at his door. He was actually supposed to pick me up at 8 but it was now 9. I wondered if maybe he had just fallen asleep or forgot or he was even running late like he has done often. I remember what I was wearing too. A simple cute pastel pink dress, I had bought it especially for tonight. But now that I think of it, it doesn't really matter what I wore cause when I walked in to that house it all changed. I decided that at 9:30 I was going to go inside. I waited, raindrops slowly dripping down my cheek. The thunders and the cars splashing water on the garbage bags that were on the sidewalk in front of his apartment building. I still remember calling him 3 times and it going to voice mail. I remember his neighbor bringing me an umbrella and telling me not to stay out to late, cause I would catch a cold. I remember that old wise man I should have listened to him. It was 9:30 I enter the apartment and walk up the first flight of stairs. I remember almost slipping and falling. I walk up the second flight of stairs I could feel my heart beating. I walked up the last flight of stairs. I stood in front of his stairs. I put in the code 4263. The little light on the door went green. I opened the door remebring the bright and shiny smile on my face. I could hear noises from his room. I knew what it was. I still went in the room to confirm. I was right there he was. Inches deep in another girl. I didn't know who she was till she look back it was my sister, Lisa, she always went for the guys I liked or dated. Why am I not even surprised. That must be that numb feeling or feeling of solitude and rejection. Was it me? I didn't even care anymore. I didn't even say a word I just walked out closing the door behind me, and him chasing after me saying he was sorry and it was an accident. I am tired of hearing those same words. I walked down the 3 flights of stairs. I didn't even look back I could hear him yelling at her. I didn't care. I shouldn't care. Cause I'm not worth caring for. I got in my car and was on my way home. I remember the sound of the raindroos on the car before getting hit by the truck. Then all the sounds I could hear were the ambulances.

Author here I'm taking a little break from my ff so I decided that I could at least keep u guys reading something. Enjoy this new story. ^^