Dear Ex,
I can't talk to you about how much I'm hurting. I don't want to make you feel bad. I can't tell you how much I want to hurt myself right now. I can't tell you how after crying for 3 hours on Friday, I have been trying so hard not to shed another tear over you. I can't tell you that no matter how hard I'm trying I can't get over you. I can't tell you that even though I know I should be trying to stop wanting you, I can't. I can't tell you how much I still fricken love you. And I can't tell you that you hurt me more than anyone has ever managed to hurt me before. And I can't tell you any of this because I don't want you to feel any of this. And I want people to stop being sorry for me. And you know what this is gonna sound selfish along with the rest of what I said, but I really want to be able to make myself get over this and just stop caring when I get hurt.
