A year after I became engaged, I noticed a change.
What happened?
I guess he went his separate ways...
I'm not ok..
I'm in too much pain!
What is this sick game!?
I gave him all my time!
Gave him all my love!
But I guess a younger boy cannot be tamed..
I'm so tired of this charade!
I'm in too much pain to move
Or to breathe.
I'm so tired of it all!
I'm so tired of living!
I'm tired of it all!
Fuck it I'm to lovesick for this!
I gave him everything!
Everything he had ever asked for!
And where did that get me?
Too lovesick
To even want to breath...
So I'm putting this gun to my head
Instead of being sad...
Goodbye everyone..
As I take my last breath.
And fire the bullet through my head!
