Casanova In Love

Chapter 22

The doctor nodded. "I'm Dr. Keller. We had to perform a major surgery on Ms. Johnson due to a head injury she sustained because of the accident."

Blood drained from their faces. Ethan gulped and willed himself to speak, "what does this mean? Will she be OK?"

"Well, the surgery was successful. But she is likely to experience post-traumatic amnesia. This means that she will have some trouble remembering or completely forget past memories. The likelihood of her forgetting more recent memories, I'd say the last 5 years or so, is higher. The older the memories, the stronger they are." Dr. Keller paused as Luke and Ethan's faces fell. "I'm sorry. I wish I was able to give you a better news..."

"Does this mean...there is a chance, when she wakes up she might not know who I am?" Ethan whispered in anguish. The doctor gave a small reluctant nod in agreement. "Oh my god...what? How can she...she can't forget me." He grabbed Luke's arm. "She can't forget me," he said firmly. "I love her. How can she forget me?"

"Ethan..."

"No, she can't. Luke, we've barely started our lives together. There is so much we've done. So much we want to do. But if she forgets me... What if she doesn't even know who the fuck I am?!" He exclaimed in anger, "how the hell can this happen?!" He rushed over to where the guard was standing and grabbed his collar. "You! How the fuck did you let this happen?! What were you there for, huh?! You walk out of this situation unscathed and Dana...my Dana...look at what's happening to her! How could you let this happen?!"

Ethan's voice boomed in the hospital's quite hallway, making Luke rush to his side. He pulled him away from the guard.

"Let me go, Luke. I'm going to kill him. This is all his fault! Let. Go!" Luke struggled to pull his brother away but managed to back him up against a wall.

"Calm down, Ethan! Get a grip on yourself! Stop!"

"Stop?! Did you not hear what he just said," he shouted, looking at Dr.Keller. "Did you not hear?!"

"I heard him loud and clear. That's why, you need to get over the anger you're feeling and deal with the situation. I'm sorry, Ethan. This has shocked me to my core. But we can't react like this. She will need us now more than ever. Because when she wakes up, she won't know what happened or who she's been for the past couple of years. You and I can't even begin to imagine how that will feel. How scared she will be. We will need to be there to remind her. You will need to show her the life she might not remember. If you can't get over our own pain, how will you help her get over hers?"

Ethan had stopped struggling. His shoulders had fallen and his eyes had tears. "I can't do this, Luke. I don't have that kind of strength. I love her too much..."

"I know...I know you love her. But you will have to conquer the fear you're feeling. You don't have an option. You are capable of dealing with this. Do you understand?" When Ethan didn't respond, he repeated, "do you understand?"

"Yeah."

Luke nodded and let him go. Then he turned to the doctor behind him. "Dr.Keller, is Dana's condition permanent?"

"Every patient is different. So it really depends on how well she recovers. Some patients start recalling things days or weeks after. But sometimes it may take months."

"Is there a chance she won't ever remember?"

"The chances are slim."

"So that's a yes," Ethan commented bitterly. "I want to speak with the cops. I want to know what they are doing about this. I want the asshole who did this right now!"

"We will find out," Luke replied with determination. "But first we need to make sure Dana is taken care of. Dr. Keller, what happens next? Can we see her?"

"Not yet. She'll be moved to a room soon. She won't be conscious for a couple of hours but you can certainly sit with her. In the meanwhile, there is some paperwork that needs to be filled out at the front desk. So please do that as soon as you can."

"Thank you, doctor. We'll take care of that right away."

Dr. Keller nodded. "Please excuse me. If any other news regarding her condition surfaces, I'll contact you." He paused before adding, "again, my sincerest apologies. I wish I could do more for Ms. Johnson."

They both nodded and thanked the doctor before he walked away.

"I should let Bianca know," Luke said.

"She'll be heartbroken," Ethan said dejectedly. "I'll be here. Just in case. You should go make that phone call."

Luke didn't need him to spell it out. He understood that his brother needed some space. So he decided to call Bianca as he walked to the receptionist.

While he was gone, Ethan just sat and watched the people go about their business at the hospital. It was the only way he could distract himself and stop the fear and anger that was burning inside him. 

If only I knew who did this to her. The day I find out will be their last on his planet. He vowed to himself.

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It was past midnight when Ethan and Luke were allowed to see Dana. She was still unconscious and hooked on to machines that beeped periodically. Her chest rose and fell softly as she breathed through the oxygen mask.  Her head was wrapped in a bandage and her right forearm was in a cast. There was a cut on her lip and a bruise on her left cheek. 

Up until now, Ethan thought that the second he'd lay his eyes on her, he'd feel better. He figured the dread he was feeling would somehow decrease being close to her. But it did the complete opposite. Seeing her made it all real. Too real. 

The thought that she could have died briefly crossed his mind. He immediately forbade himself from thinking of it ever again. 

She is alive and breathing. All she needs is time. Everything will be alright. He willed himself to think positive like Luke had asked him to.

He walked to her quietly. As if any sudden movement would scare her. But how could it? Her eyes were closed. The world didn't exist for her in that moment. 

He gently placed his hand over hers, afraid that he'd wake her. He suddenly realized that he was terrified of when she'd regain consciousness. Right now, he could hold her hand and look at her with love and pain in his eyes. But when she woke up and no longer recognized him, how would he explain these gestures and feelings? For him, he'd be seeing his Dana. But to her, he might be a complete stranger. How would he tell her that they are dating? That he loved her and she loved him?

With the feeling of helplessness blanketing him, he bent to kiss her hand as a way of comforting himself.

"Please don't forget me. I need you to open your eyes and know who I am. I don't know how I'll survive if you look at me without any emotion, Dana. Just...don't forget me."

He wanted her to wake up right then and tell him that it's alright. That she could never forget him. But of course, nothing of that sort happened. Silence was all they were surrounded with. 

The gravity of the situation was too heavy too bare. Ethan didn't remember the last time he cried. But right there in that hospital room, he cried with his brother by his side.