Every waking hour dreaming asking myself did you ever love me and my family or was it all a façade did every waking hour feel like a dream like a fantasy you can never get out of it more like a nightmare every running step the darkness gets closer there's no rights that the only answer you have is harm maybe the pain will disappear you cut make yourself bleed and can't stop people you want to tell you to get help then you realize they don't understand the cuts get deeper and deeper physically and mentally
There is no turning back you just scared of the darkness catching up to you until it's too late do you think it will stop if you keep harming yourself deeper and deeper and deeper you can only start the darkness for so long during all this you realize you're so many people but now he lost everything the shadows take over your mind convince you to end it what's the point of living anymore the darkness. I keep going and going and going until you realize you regret your past and wish that you didn't end your life so soon your past
matter as heavens door opens you should realize the darkness was in darkness it was light it was everyone's guidance everyone's trying to help but you didn't listen the darkness didn't catch up soon enough
