Just A Bunch Of Random MCR Oneshots And Random Shit

Gerard

"Oh I'll tell your dad Jay. I'll tell him your a fag. He'll be so disappointed. He'll disown you!" Blake screamed at me In the middle of the hallway. I was getting really nervous because people started to stare. Blake kicked me in the stomach one more. Just to make shour I remember it. "I better not see you with her again. Or I'll do worse!" I just kinda layed there. People were walking over me like I'm a piece of trash. Oh I'm sorry I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Jay way.(I know it sounds funny) yes Gerard way adopted me. Honestly I couldn't be happier. Except for the fact that I have to go to school. And a certain bully named Blake is there. Blake thinks It is funny to beat the shit out of the 'emo' kid. They labeled me enough cause of can't talk. I mean I can talk I'm just a selected mute. So when he beats the shit out of me I can't talk and he knows that. Therfore he gets more enjoyment out of it. He could be happier.
Gee adopted me about 3 months ago. Gee and Frank are dating (yea frerard) they are so cute. Mikey is staying there because he has not found a place to live by himself. Blake walked off. Still,I layed curled up into a ball while people step over me.(time skip)
Finally the end of the day. Slowly,I walk out to the bright red car that gee is Standing next to hey doll face. How's school?" I Just shrugged. I couldn't tell him about my day. It would just make things worse' it was okay gee' I write down on my phone. I give him my best fake smile.'hey gee where's frank?' I showed him my phone. Usually frank would be with him but he is nowhere to be found." He said something about him making you a big surprise. Burial I know nothing about it" he said. Oh God what is frank up to.(another time skip into dream)
"How could you Jay. God I'm so disappointed!" Gee yelled at me." God I don't know why we ever adopted you. We should just send you back. Shouldn't we Mikey?" Gee asked Mikey. Mikey nodded and smiled a sick twisted smile I've never seen before. It was horrible. It made my stomach twist and turn. I couldn't answer and they knew I couldn't. They are just like Blake." Not going to answer are you Jay. Or should I say Jordan!" He said with a smirk on his face.'THAT'S NOT MY NAME!' I try to yell but I knew nothing would come out. They came over or me and tried to grab my arm. I can't believe this is the make it was about to talk to;about to call my father. I whimpered and moved away from there grasp." Get your ass over here we don't want you anymore!" Gee yelled at me. I wish I was never born. All I want is to die.(End dream)
My body felt like it was on fire. I put my hand on my face and felt a mixture of sweat and tears. I was crying so much I stared to gasp for air. The way household is very quiet at night so I quickly put my hand over my mouth as I try and stifle a sob. Well I wasn't doing a very good job because about 5 minutes later I heard a soft knock at my door." Hun, are you up. I heard crying. Can I come in?" Gee said softly. Slowly I lifted my tired body out of my bed and went over to the door. I unlocked it,opening it slightly before running back to my bed. I didn't want Gerard to see me like this. He walked in very carefully and looked around before sighing. He went over to my desk and pulled a pen and our notebook that held all of our conversations. He sat down. He wrote something down and flipped it around so I could see it.'what's wrong?' Is all he wrote down. A very simple question but the hardest to me.' I had a bad dream is all'. I gave it back to him.' I know all about bad dreams. Wanna tell me about it?' I quickly broke the gave we had into each other's eyes and looked into my lap. He handed the book to me. His face one of confusion as he tried to read my facial expressions. I wrote 'no not really sorry' and put the book on the bed in front of him. Trying to tell him the conversation is over. He got the idea and got up to leave. Suddenly my brain told my feel to move and I quickly wrote stay on my hand. I flipped my hand so he could see the word." Okay hun" we walked back over to the bed and he layed down first. I put my head on his chest. The slow sound of his heartbeat was comforting. Stable. Reliable. Something that would always be there. Until it wasn't.(another goddamn time skip) I woke up and the bed was empty.' Maybe gee had enough of me and finally left' I questioned. But I knew my mind was being an ass hole as I walk down the stairs and the strong sent of coffee hits me in the face." Morning sunshine" gee,Frank and Mikey greet me as gee hands me my coffee." So you ready for school. Today I'm driving you." Frank said as I give him a fake smile.' Hahaha frank school. More like actual hell!' I said in my head. I grab my stuff and get in the car. It takes about .5 seconds to get there and the panic level in my body is rising. I see Blake and his 'friends' waiting for me at the door. Me and Frank quickly share a side hug before I see him drive off. To safety. To freedom. I walk over to the door dreading what's about to happen next." Hey Jay. You got a boyfriend. Wait. No your still a fagot little bitch who can't even talk." They spit,there words like venom." Oh hey everyone look its the Gothic whore who likes girls. What a slut!" 'Just keep my head down for another 7 hours' I told myself to mentally get ready for the day.(I'm a lazy asshole so yet another time skip)
Finally the end of the day. They can't hurt me anymore. He walked up to me. I guess I could take another horrible comment from one of a Blake's friends. This time was different thought. He took me by my arm and lened in close." No one will ever love you. Not even your dad. Because your dad isn't your real dad so he could never love you. He's waiting for you to fuck up so he can send you back. No one could ever love you because you are a little emo faggot that deserves nothing More that to die horrifically. Face it no one likes you. So why don't you do us all a favor and jump off a cliff so we don't have to see your ugly face anymore. Bitch!" He yelled the last part and I sunk to the ground. I forgot that frank Is picking me up so I just stayed there. Thinking about what he just said. Maybe I was better off dead. No one could ever love me. I'm a waist of space. It would be better for everyone if I just died. I sat there looking at my lap when I heard fast-paced footsteps and heavy breathing." Oh darling what are you doing on the ground. Here let me help you." He put his hand out and I took it and walked over to his car. I sat and took out my notebook. It was obvious he wasn't taking me home. Quickly I wrote 'pull over'. He did and I got out of the car and puked all over the side of the road. There words make me sick to the point of it actually being physical. It hurt me that they did this. They all did this. I felt one of Frank's hands go to my hair. The other one to my back. I wiped my mouth on my sleeve and got back in the car like nothing happened." Babel what was that?" Frank questioned. He knew he would get nothing out of me but he was about to me blown away."frank don't tell gee please?" His jaw dropped to the floor but was quickly replaced by a smile." Okay babe don't tell him what?" I was scared that that would be the only time I was going to talk to one of them. It surprised me when words started frantically falling out of my mouth." Gerards going to get jealous and start yelling at me because I talked to you first and not him. Please don't tell him!" I begged and begain to fiddle with my fingers." Okay babe I'll keep this between us. Also you have a very nice voice. So pretty." I wanted to tell him to stop. I just felt drained." Thanks dad." Oh God what did I just say. I screwed everything up. Why am I-."wow dad. I quite like the sound of that." He put his hand onto of mine and I felt at ease.(time skip)
I was now back in my room getting ready for bed when I heard a loud knock at my door. I open it to find a drunk Gerard,stumbling and hiccuping." You little bitch. How could you talk to him and not me. You called him dad Jay. No I'm your dad. Say it. Call me dad!" He yelled and threw his half empty bottle of vodka at the wall. It shuddered and leftover vodka slid down my wall. I grabbed my phone to text frank but it was ripped out of my hand and thrown at the wall where the broken vodka bottle was." How could you*hiccup*Jay?" I whimpered at the sound of his voice. He never yelled or even raised his voice. I hate this side of him." Ya know what I'm done. I'm taking you back. Get over here!" He yelled. I couldn't go back. Not to that place. Never. Suddenly the door burst open and Frank was standing there. At that moment Gerard started hitting me. One blow at my face that will leave a nasty bruse. Then he started to kick me in the stomach. Just like blake." Gerard stop!" Mikey yelled at Gerard. Mikey and Frank ran over to Gerard and tried to get him off me but his is slightly stronger than both of them. He just kept kicking me until I felt there was nothing left. He took a second to catch his breath and that's when frank and Mikey pinned him to the ground. I quickly got as far away from Gerard as humanly possible. It was funny you think that I couldn't wait to meet him. He was my savour from that god-fosaken place. But now I want absolutely nothing to do with him." Jay,Jay,Jay look at me. Are you okay?"Mikey asked while I stare blankly off into space. Mikey was still holding Gerard down and Frank walked over to me" darling come with me." When I got up the pain hit me like a train. I had such a headache from Gerard hitting me I almost fell backwards. He put a comforting hand on my back to stedy me. Frank tried to lead me into what I assume is his room but I lead him out the front door to the lawn. I burst into tears and clung onto frank for dear life. I didn't want to be in the same house as that man. I figured coming out here would be better because I have more time to start running. I just want this to be over. All of it. Gerard,my life,this. As I clung onto to frank like he was my only life source he held back with the same passion. God why do parental figures have to be so fucked up?
Should I make a part 2.
Comment if you think I should.
God this sucks.
Sorry:(