Jaemin stared at Renjun, as if Renjun is the most fragile thing in the world. He stared because starting today he can just stare at him but can't have. Life must have been cruel to Jaemin but he cant blame the life, its his fault in the first place that's why he can't be with Renjun anymore.
Goodbye my love,
My precious person
You always warmly hugged me
Renjun's smile sparkle while he walks. Jaemin try to smile in a sincere way. He watched Renjun take Jeno's hand and face everyone with a bright smile.
"Tonight we would like to thank everyone for being with us in me and my beloved husband's very special day. Today I'm very happy not just because I got to be lucky and married to this handsome man beside me. I'm so happy because today our old friends, our family have been reunited. That's why we would be glad to hear what our dearest best friends have to say," Renjun said with a smiled.
Jaemin entire being must hurt just witnessing Renjun and Jeno looked at each other as if they are each others world.
"Mr. Na? " the MC called.
Jaemin was too focused at the married couple to even hear and understand what the MC was saying.
"Mr. Na Jaemin? Is he here? ", the MC called again.
Donghyuck tapped Jaemin's shoulder. Finally getting Jaemin's attention.
"Jaem the MC has been calling you. It's your turn."
Jaemin nods at him.
"Don't make it too dramatic okayy ",Donghyuck tease.
I feel my eyes with you as I say good bye
I look at you a little bit more
as I say good bye
Jaemin stand and hold the mic and looked at the couple. He tried his best to gather his thoughts for something to say.
"I want to congratulate the both of you. " These words left his mouth as the memories started to fill his brain.
The memories in his brain are the moments when he first met Renjun. The moment when he introduced Renjun to Jeno. The moment he realized that he like Renjun..erased the word like.. He love Renjun. The moment when he was about to confess but then Jeno has something to say. Then that something Jeno has to say is that Renjun and Jeno started dating. The moment it break his heart but though its bad he believes that they'll break up. The moment he witnessed Jeno and Renjun's monthsary, anniversary.
Jaemin closed his eyes and breath in. He promised to to himself that this is the final day. This is the final day he'll hurt himself. This is the final day he'll look at Renjun more than a friend. This is final.
"I hope for the better of the two of you. " Jaemin said and the moment he smile, he let go of his feelings for Renjun.
Bye
