Uninhibited Cravings

Chapter 1

Breyanna's  hands shook with nervousness, talking to her herself, thinking of how she would deliver her words. She paced back and forth, crushing the autumn leaves that laid under her feet.

Her words stuck in her throat as she saw Summer walking down the steps with a few people in tow. Their eyes locked on each other. Breyanna couldn't help but notice the look of displeasure with her unannounced appearance.

Summer continued her walk past Breyanna down the steps to the parking lot. Breyanna yelled, " Summer can i talk to you please?" She told her friends that she'd meet them back at the car as she made her way back over to Breyanna. Breyana couldn't help but take in Summer's Presence. That was something she missed dearly from their friendship.

"Start talking Bre. I have things to do." Summer spoke as she began to tap her foot with impatience.

Bre took a deep breath and begin to talk. "Look. I know i'm the last person you want to see right now." Summer interjected saying, "You fucking right."                               

The pair starred each other down silently not saying a word. Their eyes were saying what their mouths couldn't. The bond they shared wasn't as strong as it used to be neither.

Summer gave Bre one more look and turned on her heels heading to the parking lot when Bre yelled, "So, you just going to walk away from me like that?" Summer stopped and ran back to Bre's face hollering, "Who really left who Bre? Huh? Tell me who the fuck really left?"

Bre backed up, knowing the truth. She was the reason for all of summer's animosity. She tried to grab Summer's hand, but she snatched it away. "I'm sorry Marie. I'm trying to explain it, but i can't grasp these feelings.Tears started to run down's Bre's face as she tried her hardest to come up with the words that would fix their two year friendship, nothing came out her mouth.

Summer stormed away yelling "Stay away from me Bre! Have a good life! and with that Bre stood watching as Summer's friends crowded around her asking 'what's wrong?", while making their way into her Jeep Wrangler.

Bryanna hopped in her mustang and cried her eyes out. She had been running herself crazy trying to figure out what to say. Her mind flashed back to the incident with her and Summer. The thought of Summer's skin against hers made her temperature rise. Breyanna got herself together enough to head over to her bestfriend Shay's high rise apartment.

Breyanna walked in yelling "Omg Shay! She froze like a deer in headlights when I saw her. She hates me Shay.  She hates me something serious." Breyanna let out a huge sigh as she face planted herself into the fluffy, white, pillow on her bestie's couch. Shay walked into the living room with two glasses of red wine, nudging Bre to get up and take the glass as she plopped down on the other end of the couch. "Girl shut up. She doesn't hate you. She's upset with you it's a difference. You ghosted on her for three months babe with no explanation. How would  you expect for her to feel?"

"Ugh! I hate when your right and acting all mature." Breyanna said as she threw the pillow at her bestie. "I know she's mad, but I at least thought that she would try to hear me out." She took a swig of her wine and continued venting. "I'm just so lost right now. She makes me feel weird and happy at the same time. I couldn't get enough of being around her when we hung out. She showed me that nice people exist." Bre's phone started to ring she grabbed it in hopes of it being Summer. Her faced turned sour when she saw it was her ex Travis, taking a big gulp of her wine she sent him to voicemail. Shay went to grab the bottle of wine knowing that her girl would need more. After two more glasses of wine, Bre's phone chimed it was Travis again,"Bre. Why u been dodging me girl. You know I miss ya ass. Where u at? So I can pull up on you."   Breyanna rolled her eyes and tossed her phone back on the living room table. She fell asleep right there on the couch.

Summer opened the door to her loft style apartment and took in all the energy from the light that radiated through from the floor to ceiling windows.  Her mind flashed back to biting Bryanna's ear, "girl are you going to tell us what happened or you just going to leave us wondering?" Taylor said as he made himself comfortable on the white plush chair in Summer's living room. All of her friends looked at her with curious eyes. She shot back with, "Nah. It's not even worth a discussion." "Please!" Makayla yelled from the oversized, cream colored L shaped couch. "It looked like you to wanted to fight, then  fuck when yall were finished. Everyone busted into a fit of laughter at Makayla's blunt remark. Summer stood in front of her friend's and reiterated her previous statement, "Like I told yall goofy hoes. The topic isn't worth discussing and that's that." Taylor smacked his lips and said " Girl whatever you don't have to lie to kick it. You know you want that girl that's why your ass broke up with Micah, diving into Pandora's box ticked that coochie of yours and now you don't know how to act." Taylor started to grind his hips in the chair mimicking sexual positions." The entire house erupted with tear filled giggles. "Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. Shut yall asses up and lets head to the indoor pool downstairs." Summer ran and jumped into her favorite two piece. They shot out the door excited to enjoy more of each other's company.

"Bitch I know u see me callin."

"pick up the phone Bre"

"Aye, where the fuck u at?"

"I see u not at home."

"pick up the fucking phone."

Breyanna woke up abruptly. She looked  around the apartment trying to grasp where she had fallen asleep.