Sorrows When We Held Hands

Chapter 1: Eyes

Chapter 1 : Eyes

That feeling when you will encounter new things. Exciting isn't it? What I mean is new classmates, new friends, new topics, new lessons. In short, everything is new.

The sound of the loud blue alarm woke me up. As i woke up i turned off the alarm and i rested for a few minutes because I was feeling anxious last night, which results for me to sleep at 12 am. Before I rise up and get out of this very comfortable bed, I heard from a loud scream from my mom saying "Get down here Yena or else I will make you feed the cat!" So I gave my best to get out of the bed and go downstairs quickly because I don't want to face that demon inside a cat's clothing ugh. The aroma of chamomile tea covered the kitchen which gave me the appetite to eat breakfast. I sat down and my mom gave me a smile that made my heart flutter. "좋은 아침 내 소중한 딸.(Good morning my precious daughter.)" She said while eating her breakfast. Mom was all dressed up, she was ready for her work. I was eating and it was silent until mom broke the silence that is covering up the whole dining area. "I am so proud of your grades last year, Yena." My smile is so wide. She is very proud, so am I. "If your dad was here, he will be so proud of you my daughter." Mom said. She finished eating before me and walked to the living room and sat on the sofa to wait for me. I finished eating and called Ms. Song, our one and maid to take care of everything inside and outside the house and hugged Ms. Song before I go and get my bag inside my bedroom. Before I walk inside in this door, this feline demon is staring at me like it's going to kill me and slash me up to pieces and hissing loudly like the hallway is my final destination. I am so afraid I don't know what to do. I tried to let him leave me alone but he won't stop doing what he wants. So I went to the bathroom, brought this laundry basket and caged him inside. I rushed in my bedroom and brought the things that I need to bring for the first day of school. I went out of my bedroom as fast as I can because the cat was so angry at me. I went through my way to my mom's car and it was a success.

"Thud. Thud. Thud." My heart said while I was walking. I was very nervous right now. I have no expectations of what will happen because I am sick  and tired of my expectations turning into opposite of my expectations. "What would my new classmates think about me?" My anxiety asked. I didn't mind the question because I don't have time to answer this question that is bugging my mind. I opened the classroom door and the cold atmosphere embraced my whole body. It was the first or maybe second that my expectations turned into reality. New classmates, New shit. I sat down and stayed quiet. My friends weren't there. I should talk with the transferees so they can learn something in this school. Someone sat beside me and she asked for my name. "My name is Yena. Yena Kim. What's yours?" She was so happy she met someone new in school today. "I'm Sam! It was nice meeting you! Can we be friends?" She asked with a with a wide smile on her face. "Of course! I wanted to be friends with new people!" I showed my agreement to her with excitement. I'm too lazy to write this.... Sorry lmao