it all started when i was just a little kid my parents were still together at this point but thats not going to last long as much as i knew witch was not much i thought my parents were just the best but what i did not know at the time was that they hated each other they were only together because me and my brother were there if we were not made than my mom could of had a good life my dad was not a good guy by the time i was at the age of 2 he caught me and my brother playing with cigarettes because my dad smoked a lot and that all i knew i was not thought other wise but my dad thought it would be a good idea to make me smoke them and was not allowed to stop tell they were gone and i was a 2 year old my lungs are still growing but thats only the beginning lets fast forward a couple years im like 5 and my parents separate my dad kicked her out for not doing what he wanted so my mom left and took us with her me and my brother we ended up moving to Florida with my grandparents for a couple years but me and my brother wanted to see our dad so we moved to Oklahoma with my great grand ma my mom finnaly found a guy to get with and my dad was cheating on my mom with a hoe so he already had someone the guy my mom was with was a drug addict and we did not know tell it was to late this guy would throw my mom into the wall putting her head threw it and i was still a little kid so i could do is hide behind the door and cry scared for my mom and that he might find me within the next year my mom had to stay with him because we had no money during all of this my dad was rich and sending people to stalk us so he can take us away from our mom not helping us at all not giving any money soon after the man started hitting me in the balls so i did what any guy would do and busted his head open my mom was done with it so we left Texas and went back to Florida to my grandparents im a little kid already full of stress thats not including getting made fun of at school because i was different but in like a month my dad called my mom saying you have a week to get back down here or im taking you to court so my mom quickly packed up and took us to Texas she lied to us and said that her ex is better and there going to try again by this time my dad had a baby girl named bailey this is my little sister my mom was struggling the husband is worse on drugs and is abusing all of use he drove me insane and caused me to lose it i started throwing everything they called the cops and it threw stuff at him telling to get out of house but he handcuffed me and because i was little they just sent me to the mental hospital and now my dad has what he needs no take us but no matter what happen he found a way to blame it on my mom no matter what it was my mom had enough and left back to her parents but my dad said she left us and my little self beleave it a few years went by and i have not seen my mom my dad said she does not want to see me but the truth is he would not let her see us at this time my dad would abuse me mentally and fisicly and i was to young to do anything it was my dad so i would not want to do anything my house was a mess you could not walk around without stepping in trash the girl my dad was with was a horder she would never clean and when she coked i threw up she was a really bad person she became a teacher at the school i went to she was a science teacher and im not that smart so i would go ask for help in science and she would look at me and laugh and say your old enough to know it and i would say well i dont and im trying to get help she would just yell no the only help your getting is from books witch i did not know how to read and i was in 6th grade i would go to school and get made fun of because im the one kid who cant read or wright and in my house there was no working clean shower that i was allowed to use i was not allowed to leave my room because im ungrateful peace of shit my dad gave up on me i finally got a teacher that would lisen to me she cared about me i never felt so happy i found someone i could call my parent because thats what she was to me she was there for me if i need anything everyday after school i would have to wait in my step moms class so i would sneak out to go see my teacher and we would talk for hours and one day my step mom watched me leave and go to her classroom and started yelling in the hall way i started to get scared and my teacher said he is in here we were talking about his work at this point im really scared and she is cussing at me that im to sit in that room that nobody cares about me and that im useless that next day my teacher looked for me and she saw the purple on my body i told her no please but no matter what she did my dad found a way out of it its never his falt so that next year i got tired of him and i joined gangs and was the worst i could be but it was not enough so on a day there was a school shooting threat i brought gun stuff and had it out in front of everyone so when i was in my teachers class they walked in and handcuffed me during this i was telling my teacher thanks for everything you have done for me and im going to miss you that she was the best thing ever i got taken to the police room in the school and they called my step mom and at this point im ready to take the gun and kill my self in front of her so she could know how i felt but i did not i got walked out of the school on the way home my step mom called everyone saying im restarted and im the dumbest person alive i got home and had to empty my room of all my weapons that they knew about my dad got home the next day and only yelled and hit me im nothing i dont deserve my last name im a embarrassing piece of crap and would not let me talk i walked away and he grabbed stuff next to him and thew it and said you know what im done get out of my house so i did and he called my mom and told her that he is done come get your nobody of a kid cant do anything right good for nothing piece of shit
