Royal love

Part 75

Then they relaxed their hug and looked at each other...

Roli: I am sorry Siddhant... I didn't mean to hurt you...I only decided to be with you in the battle field as moral support... You know i not even fight after that to avoid any such... But that bullet i was not really expecting... 

She started crying badly...

Siddhant: Roli, no need to cry... Just relax ok...

Roli: Siddhant, you know how i was waiting for the war to get finish & came near you to tell the truth... But before that...

Siddhant: I know Roli... I realised it...

Roli: I am sorry... i have become the reason for you to lose your baby before even knowing about it...

Siddhant: Roli, its ok... Dont think about that just relax...

Roli: Siddhant, did you forgive me...for my mistake...

Siddhant: Yes roli... I have forgiven you...

Roli: Siddhant, you dont leave me again & go...

Siddhant: I never leave you Roli... I am sorry for doing that... 

Roli now got relaxed and came out of the guilt of betraying Siddhant...

He has finally forgiven her...

Roli now relieved from first layer of grief...

Now she realised something...

Roli hold his cheeks...

Roli: SIddhant, i lost the baby... i lost the baby... 

Siddhant just realised she was all these days since that tragedy was under depression of his anger... once that is cleared she realised her actual grief of losing the baby...

Siddhant was thinking, how much she might have got hurt by me...

That she was under my tension even leaving the baby's grief...

She was physically as well as mentally affected by losing the baby..

While i added oil to the fire...

Oh God!  What mistake i have done...

I cant forgive myself...

Siddhant: Roli... Console yourselves...

Roli: Siddhant, our chotu Prince.. out Chotu Prince...

Siddhant hug Roli and caresses her back...

Siddhant: Roli, dont hurt yourselves thinking about that... What lost is lost... Dont worry... We will get our Chotu Prince again...

Roli: We will get our Chotu prince...

Siddhant: yes we will get... I promise you...

Roli: Siddhant... Chotu... 

Siddhant: ROli... leave it Roli... I promised right.. We will get our Prince ok... 

Now like a good girl you will have your food... I will feed you..

Siddhant took the food plate and started feeding her...

Roli: Siddhant,,,,

Siddhant: Roli, relax and have food... we will talk everything later...

Roli finished having food...

Then Roli lay down on his lap...

Siddhant caresses her hair...

Siddhant: I am sorry Roli... I didn't realised your condition & hurt you more.. I was suppose to be moral support to you in that tragedic time.. Instead i added your pain...

Siddhant hold her hand and kissed on her hand...

Roli slowly closed her eyes and slept on his lap...