Saturday 7th September 2019
Sixth cigarette, but who's counting...
Safe to say that I'm sad, but who's asking
No one.
That's the truth about it.
Sometimes huge waves of emotion greet me and I'm unsure why
But I now realise that it's normal during this time of the year, so.... sorry to any future man that will have to experience this side of me.
Believe me, I hate this feeling
And I don't understand how or why I used to welcome this it when I was younger but,
Let me just say... it's not cool, feeling like this.
This silly thing that we do... romanticise sadness.
Why?
I can't answer, but from what I feel, it's something that we, feel the need to adopt in order to be human.
I don't know.
Who knows...
Not I
