Bottled up emotions// E.D

Chapter 1:

Here it is. The start of junior year. I look at my
Best friend jasmine, who has been with me through it all.
I've had a really bad high school experience.

Flashback
"Get out the way, FATTY" . One of the jocks screamed at me. Everyone just looked and laughed.  One of the guys pushed me down to the ground and my papers flew everywhere. Only one person helped me, and that was Ethan Dolan.

End of flashback
Ethan and I haven't talk since that day, sophomore year. I've had a crush on him ever since. He would never like me though, he was one of the "cool" guys.
" Aiyana", Jasmine repeats over and over, getting louder each time.
"Huh?", I reply snapping out of my thoughts.
"Are you ready?", She pauses in front of the school doors.
"Y-yea", I respond unsure. We walk in and automatically I'm being looked at, by everyone.
"Yoooo, is that Aiyana?", I heard crowds of kids saying. Oh I forgot to mention, I lost a lot of weight and had a major glow up. I was proud of my self, but still feel the same. Not confident. 

I find my locker and it's right next to jasmine's.  "THANK GOD!!!"  I think to my self.  I put all the things that I don't need and my locker. I shut it and as I turn around, I bump into something stiff and hard. All my paper's fall and I quickly bend down to pick them up. "Great, on the first day of school", I mutter.
"I'll help", A familiar voice says. I look up and it's Ethan. My crush, Ethan Dolan.

"Aiyana?", he asks looking very confused.

Hey guyssss this is my very first book. I'm sorry if the first chapter is terrible it's three in the morning. I just wanna let y'all know y'all don't need to change your body for anyone. Self love is the key. I love y'all. 🥰❤️❤️❤️ Hopefully y'all like it. I'll try to update every day.