I loved you Pt 1

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by akaiya_obenour

by akaiya_obenour

Warning: self harm, cursing, suicide

fem reader

Your pov
You sat alone on your bed wondering when she'll come back. As you thought about it more your tears started to fall from your face.

FLASHBACK
(billie is in the restroom rn and you are getting bored waiting for her)
"BILLIE HURRY YOUR ASS UP!" you yelled waiting impatiently."IM COMING CHILL THE FUCK OUT!" you just rolled your eyes and waited until you heard billies phone get a notification"BILLIE SOMEONE TEXTED YOU!" "Then check who it is"Billie said with an annoyed tone in her voice. When you got closer to her phone your heart started to race " hmm, thats weird my heart only races when something is wrong" you thought to your self. When you got her phone and went to her messages you saw tons of messenges between billie and this other person. The messages said things like "Baby olease come over" "Im sorry im with this bitch rn". As you started to read more of the messages tears started falling out of your eyes."Baby im done" When you looked up at Billie you can tell that she has guilt in her eyes."mamas im sorry please forgive m-" " NO YOU'RE NOT SORRY , YOU DID THIS SHIT ON PURPOSE. HOW COULD YOU EVER THINK IM GOING TO FORGIVE YOU!" "bab-" before Billie could finish what she was saying you ran out of her apartment and drove home as fast as you could, not caring about anything. When you got home you ran into your bedroom and cried. " Why would she do this to me, I thought she loved me" you said, you started to cry and cry until you fell asleep.
MORNING
The beautiful morning sun started to shine on your face which caused you to wake up. You sat on your bed for a good 15 minutes and then went to get your phone. When you unlocked your phone you saw that you had 57 missed calls from Billie." Why the hell would she want to call me?" you asked your self. As you started to get lost in your thoughts your mom called you down to get breakfast. "Whats wrong with you sweetie?" "Billie ch-"

A/N
Hey guys sorry i had to end this part like that, i had to end it before it got really long.