My Existence

Sweet Coffee

"What happened to me.." Wang Yibo murmured.

He strolls on the side of the road. It's almost winter. The weather is kinda cold, probably around 15°C and he only wear a white plain hoodie, an old short black jeans, and black cap, it's not like an idol appearance at all, most like a stray boy walking here and there without direction, he didn't even put on his shoes properly, as if he hurriedly rushing out from house not caring about anything else. He shivered as he passed a little coffee shop at the corner of the street, wanted to warm himself, he decided to order one cup of coffee to ease his mind.

"One coffee please" he says softly while lowering his head,scaring that the waitress would recognize him.

"Is it sweet or black coffee?" The waitress asked

"Make it sweet"

"Wait.."

Wang Yibo doesn't like sweet, either it is cake, candy or anything else, especially coffee, why would he ordered sweet coffee?

"Eww~" He shakes his head as he feels gross imagining the sweetness.

"Just black coffee please...sorry" Wang Yibo smiled a bit, making the waitress goes red all over her face.

After one minute has passed finally he got his coffee, then he continue to stroll.

"It is hot.."

And he enjoyed rubbing his palms against the cup, it feels comfortable, slurping it down bit by bit, he then takes a deep breathe, throwing his gaze to a couple who who sit on small bench, giggles and smiling like there is no existence of human life except both of them.

Why do they look so happy, is it that great to have a company? leaning your life to the other, as if you don't have the ability to walk by yourself.

"That's pathetic" Wang Yibo pouted.

If he himself, he would not want to rely to other that much, or not at all. That is just weak, at least he will not have any affection too much to others except for his mother, his father is excluded of course. He never get to close with his father, always busy with his office works, abandoned him and his mother day by day, is that how a "father" should act?
The fact that he had a lot of bitter experiences in the past especially with his own father, made him grew bitter and cold towards people.

But hey, who cares?

"I can always support myself, and I don't need you, you can go to where ever you want". That was Wang Yibo's last sentence to his father. The day after, his father gone for a business trip, that was 2 years ago.

Wang Yibo took the last sip of his almost cold coffee. Rubbing his sharp nose, Wang Yibo whispered to himself,

"That Xiao Zhan is annoying..."