Alone I'm Broken, But With You I'm Complete [ A Paul love and Imprint story]

Chapter 14 When the Time is Right!

"Paul, come on" I ignored her, keeping my eyes closed as my body started shaking with my hands. "I was worried about you that was all!" I heard the truth and concern in her voice as she spoke. "I know something's up and I was worried about you, so I came" she said now having a softer tone of voice.

"You shouldn't have " I said trying to keep my guard up by sounding mad and intimidating.

"Please don't be mad at me" she spoke in a sensitive tone of voice, that I had only ever heard her use a few times before that made me soften up and made my shaking slow down a little. "I just thought you might want someone to talk to".

I let out a laugh "when do I ever want to talk it through".

She gave a laugh to 'yeah' she said weighing it out. ' I probably should have known that'. After a moment she added thoughtfully 'At least you've got the choice now though'.

I sighed.

'Come on Paul' she pressed in a gentle way. 'What's the harm in talking it through'

I signed 'It makes it real'. I said so she knew part of it.

'Is that a bad thing, then' she asked in interest.

'Yes'

'There's something you're not saying isn't there' she looked at me as if looking for proof. 'What is it?' somehow finding it.

'I don't want people knowing about it yet' I told her as that was part of it. She gave me a look as if knowing that it wasn't the entire truth.' I'm not sure how I'm gunner go about it either' I told her honestly.

'There's still something you're not telling me isn't there' she said not doubting it. I just looked at the ground. 'You might as well just tell me, cause it will eventually come out it just depends on how you want it to come out. Good or bad ' she said using her words persuasively.

'You've always been too persuasive ' I said in a way of shutting down my argument that I wanted to say so badly. She shrugged like she didn't care, but the smug smile told me different.

'So what is it? Huh!' she said bringing it back. 'I can tell it's pretty big'.

I sighed. I guess this is becoming my thing. 'Well you know Rachel Black right?'

She nodded 'Jacobs sister sure' she looked at me waiting for me to continue. Than she suddenly looked at me in concern. 'Paul, please tell me you didn't! You didn't sleep with her did you! Oh My God Jacob is going to murder you!'

'No I didn't I swear!' I said trying to ease her panic. But than I admitted smirking though I probably will end up sleeping with her '.

She looked at me as if I was stupid. Than it really clicked to her 'You imprinted on her didn't you?'. She smiled hugely even bigger than usual and her green eyes lit up with delight. 'That's why you don't want anyone to know, this is great you found your soul mate'

'Yeah'

'Wait why it bad if it's real?' she said confused. 'You don't want her do you?' she replied like a fact not a question .

I gave a laugh with out humour 'think about it she's better off if I hadn't imprinted on her'.

She signed in frustration 'So what you're going to do then erh? Live your life the way you have, because you know you can't !' she said with a bored and obvious voice. 'She will be in pain and you will be in pain.' Her voice sad. ' Is that what you want or do you want to be happy and have the love I know you long for.' she said her voice brightening at the end.

'Of course I don't want her to be in pain' I said almost snapping at her. 'And you sure as hell don't know what I long for' I voiced this time with a growl.

'Why Paul? Why don't you want to be Happy?'

'I do not deserve to be happy'' I told her true fully. Than added 'besides who is to say I will make her happy.'

'You are meant to be! You will make her happy and she you. You were placed together for a reason Paul!' she said with expression and passion.

'You don't know that Jane! How do you know imprinting isn't some slick twisted force that the elders say to make us feel good about being used to bread like animals to make sure that are ancestors will be around when shape shifter are needed once more' I said full of bitter and hate.

'You don't believe that Paul!' she said unfazed. 'I know you don't!'

'What makes you think that ' I laughed coldly.

'Because you don't think that when you look at us imprint pairs do you?' she smiled confidently. 'We are all perfect we help fulfil are other halve' this time her smile was huge and knowing her I knew she was thinking of her and Seth and their secrets hidden and I started to agree. 'There is always a reason, you may not see it now but when the time is right you will know'

'And you know she will accept me after everything I've done and who I am' I said full of doubt.

'Of course you should Never make your opinion about a person on their past' she looked at me as if saying wasn't enough to reassure me.

'And you really believe there is a reason why we are to be together' I asked unsure.

"Have faith in the spirits, because in time it will come clear' she said nodding her head and smiling. 'When the time is right!'.

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Thanks for reading. I am so sorry everyone! I am so so sorry! I did try to update sooner, but it has been hard time as my grammar died early in the year and not so long a go a found out that a mum of an old close friend of mine died, so it has been very difficult to write.

I tried to update as soon as I could and I'm sorry for any spelling or vocabulary mistakes.

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