Angels pov
I walked up to the roof top of the hotel for some quiet I put head phones in and I started with a jaymes young song show me that your human part hit hard somewhere then to sleeping at last everywhere I go
I'll fall on my knees tell me hows the way to go tell me hows the way to go how the way to be to evoke some empathy danger will follow me now every where I go angles will call on me well this tired mind just wants to be left alone as the song cared on I felt it tell me why I feel so lone danger will follow me now every whiere I go angles will call on me and take me to my home these times want to remain closed cant fell nothing can you hear me. And fall an my knees and the inverment carried on and I felt it in my heart then I went to anger funny I thought anger burns right nut fades fast and leaves the impression of sadness behind its wake like wildfire it startes in my chest silence grows louder ringing out in head I feel the death shaking under my feet I feel pressure build in till I cant breath and it takes every thing it all spills out weeks but honest word leave my mouth like kerosene on the flame of dout alarms will but to late for holy water now sooner or later I'll open up my eye
Its fight ir flight buries in my mind
Keeps my mind cold
But il feel it break with just one misstep down the fire escape suddenly I'm some kind that prays last minute man of faith
I leave behind miles and miles of jages
Line upon the surface of the divine wish I could set them stait.
As the sing carried on I felt a tear drop from my eyes as I look at the stars they where my olny constant in this fucked up world I feel tired I take one last glance and I go down 12 flights of stairs
I thought of another song bad boold
You fixed your eyes on eye your flesh and blood a scorcher of water and unsettled dust there was bad blood in us leaved are lesson
And we Wresled with it the concept if grace and the faithful concrete as it breaks are fall
Identical how they fell brand new against different time frames words against different time frames
We know it all by heart
The song of its while is greater then the song of its parts
We've hear it all before
Beauty there ecos the speck of are souls
Like fire woodl buiring bright int the dead of winter by only a flicker we cling to this life
Ir are we broken right from the start
I thought about past events I layed down
The next morning
I woke up breathing heavy from a nightmare i washed my face off no cases lately and I dont know if any ones coming into work to day so I listed to music and closed my eyes as Neptune played I new the song inside out it was the only song I ever learned to sing nicely I could relate to it every word so I began to sing
Pitch black pale blue it was a stained glass variation of the truth
I Felt empty handed
You let me see sale with cheap wood so inpached up every leak that I could
If brokenness is a form of art thus is my master peace.
I wanna yell you but I dont know how I'm only honest when it rains an open book with a torn out page
Pitch Black pale blue the wild oceans shake whetas left of me lose Jay to hear me cry mercy
This tired white flag
I finished the song my eyes still closes
Till I take my head phones out and I hear lorne westley gunn fred and cordila at the door I froze lorne looked at me and said you really relate to that
Dont you I feel the sadness and anger guilt the crushing pain in your heart ima go now I said 2 went wait and one stood there shocked lorne said to let me go I went to the sewers no one ever goes does down there I hummed the song and walked around till it got dark it was raining there was no one out in the downpour I looked out the rain I walked about
Back at the hotel westley POV
We all look and lorne and bust out saying we thought he couldn't sing he looked saddened though I said
We talked for a while the angle walked through the door he was soaked from the downpour he went down stairs without a word nothing was weird this was normal angel just more closed off but that's angle
Angel's pov
I came in went downstairs switched cloths and I went to the roof the rain had slowed it was nice out and I was there 15 minutes before i wen back down i wanted to check if we had any cases cordi and fred was reading magazines i looked at them then i went down stairs my phone rang hello hey angle guess who it is and the second i hear the voice i almost droped to the floor father i almost couldint breath am coming for ya you disapointment
i hung the phone up i thought i killed him and he was coming for me flashbacks of abuse that happened all that time ago i got a wood stake and i went upstairs hey wes gunn i need you guys to get out for awhile can you take fred and cordi with you go get a drink on me ok hey whats erong angle cordi walked up to us nothing you guys go get a drink ill catch up ok i put on a fake smile then gunn went hold up whats going on someones after me somthing angelus did when i first turned who my father i thought you drank him wes said thats what i said but hes not were staying plus he cant be that bad ohh yes he can
1 hour later
i sat in the office then i heard the door slam open he stood there ready to kill me like he wantd to years ago i gulped laim ive come for you i never liked more hated but i think i can put that to use now he csme flying at me i was tied pissed off sad and angry i collaped i through him off me and stood back up he ran over me hr stook a shot at my face i ducked ive been doing this longer than you we could stop noe last chance i said as i caught his arm with it behind his back and my names angle he snaped out of my arms dont make do this again ok angle ill see ya soon he then shot 3 darts at me full of anestic at i fell he plunged a sword throught my heart that will hurt in the mourning
