I don't even know what I'm doing or where I am or why I'm here...I feel like I have no purpose in life...I feel lost.
I always longed for a spontaneous and exhilarating life full of surprises , but it feels like that's the complete opposite of how my life is . It's boring it's normal . It's just too...predictable.
I'm the average girl. Yes very , completely average . I'm in my first year of college , I've got average grades , I have 2 close friends , my parents are boring .
I'm that one girl who you know what she will wear tomorrow , what she's about to say and how her life is going .
I'm 19 and still figuring my life out. See predictable I told you .
I'm at a very inconvenient and hard fork in the road of my life . Do I live with my parents or live in a small apartment five minutes away from my university ?
This is a decision I do not want to make. I want to be independent and live close to university but at the same time I don't think I'll be able to support myself.
I know just what to do ! I'll write down the pros and cons of each and then decide .
Ok... pros of living alone :
Privacy
Independence
...finally become an adult
Cons :
I have no money
I won't be able to support myself
Do they allow pets ?
Okay not helpful...
I close my notebook with a loud sigh. I have a 9 am lecture and it's 4 am. I seriously need to fix my sleep schedule , time for some math . It'll take me about 15 minutes to get ready for bed and then 15 minutes to fall asleep. That's already 4:30 am. I need to wake up at 7 am , so that's two hours and a half of sleep . Ugh. There's no point of sleeping at this point .
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Locked out
AdventureI don't know what's going to happen in this book , I want it to be spontaneous and go with the flow to see what comes up . It's more exciting like this
