Book of Songs

Time

I wish I could go back...
Before I made my first choice...
I miss the time...
where it was me and you...
I miss the time...
where we said all the things that we used to...
I want to go back...
In time...
I want to rewind...
My life...
I want to make the other choice...
I want to hear the Angel's voice...
But... I can't...
I can't comprehend...
I can't understand...
I fucked up...
And I can't even defend...
I broke two hearts!
I broke her's and Mine!
I broke two lives!
I ended that timeline!
I want to reset...
I want to go back...
What could have happened...
If I kept my heart on the shelf...
What if I admitted...
Everything to her...
How my heart skyrockets...
When I'm with her...
The beat pounding inside of my ears...
Quietly thumping...
Away all my fears...
I want to go back...
I want to break free...
I want to reset this timeline...
I want to see...
I want her to understand...
How much she meant to me...
But now I can't comprehend...
How we could even be...
I broke her heart...
Shattered it to pieces...
My mind falters and splits rapidly...
My heart pounds louder and louder...
Almost unfathomably...
But... I can't go back...
I only have one life...
I can't go back...
To the time of my life...
I want to wipe my memory clean...
Erase all the times that what I have done was mean...
I want her to realize how much I fucked up...
I want her to realize... how much I screwed up...
I want her to know that I made the worst mistake of my life...
And now I can't ever stop feeling this life...
The pain courses through my veins!
My body is numbing, succumbing to chains!
The pain hurts and a split forms in my chest!
The numbing sensation will never get put to rest!
And after all of these things...
After... all of these feelings...
I know that I can't do anything...
I tried to put on my very best...
I tried to smile and appreciate the rest...
But my heart pounded a somber beat...
A melancholic tune that I cannot defeat...
A pain arose inside my heart...
I'm surprised that it can even start...
And suddenly... I'm back to where I began...
I'm back to where I have no plan...
I'm back... to where my heart cannot feel...
I'm back to where my mind is gone...
I'm back to where my hearts undone...
I'm back to feeling nothing... except pain...
I... can't feel...
Empathy is diminishing...
Rage is growing...
Soul is crushing...
My mind is racing...
My heart is pulsating...
My body is broken...
My soul is departing...
I wish... I could go back...
I wish... I could rewind...
I wish... I could go back...
In time...