best friend's bandmate

one-intro

Dear diary,
last night i had a dream about jack. he was singing with me in front of loads of people. he was so happy. i miss him. i want to see him again. he said he's not so busy and we can plan something. he told me all about the boys in his band roadtrip. andy is quite short and hes got an attitude sometimes but he's really talented and they share laughs. rye is spanish and he is determined and has a good mind set although he has the inability to know hes incorrect. brooklyn was the one hes shipped with the most. jacklyn. brook was really weird and interesting but fairly friendly. mikey left the band but he is still in touch. mikey loves football. he also is super funny. sonny is the newest band member. hes really tall apparently and is genuinely a nice lad. last time i saw jack was 2 years ago. loads change within that time.

he rings me everynight and tells me about his day. i miss my bestfriend so much. his fans knew who i was from social media. they thought i was his ex until i cleared it up and so did jack. i usually don't give attention to drama and assumptions but i didn't want them to think of my poorly towards my best friend. they even gave us a ship name. we are jashlyn. sounds silly. hes like the brother i never wanted but luckily got.

he calls me ash but my family says ashlyn. when my mum isn't happy with me she says ashlyn nicole reid. i live with my mum and my grandmother. i miss jack. hes like a brother to me. a brother i don't have.

~Ash