I'm in school
I'm in math
and i think of you
they say time heals all pain but it simply isn't true
Under the covers
the sky is twinkling with an eerie darkness
I hear you breathe and see your eyes
I'm breathing through you
And I fall asleep just to dream because I know you'll be there
so real, just as tangible as the stillness of air
But it's an illusion, you're not there, and you'll never be
Don't feign
Loving you is only a burden to me
Can you tell I stare and when you notice I look the other way?
Just admit you need me too and let me hear what i want you to say.
My dreams are crossing over, hard to differentiate between what's real and what's fey
You see, I've got it all rehearsed, the acts, the script, the play
I feel weak, you jail me in, hanging on your every word
Keep me there
There I'll stay
I can tell I sound absurd
But it's an ache in my heart and I want it to stop
You're getting me confused between what I want and what I've actually got
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