* POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNINGS*
its Wednesday morning, I'm sad and cant sleep. I just wish these thoughts would go away. these demons.
it's kinda sad when you are there for everyone else, yet you can barely save yourself. I just want to numb all this pain. I just want this pain to stop. I just want happiness. I just want to feel happy and lively. these thoughts are all jumbled but its okay. its the only way I can get my emotions out.
it's kinda hard to be happy when all you get are people being a bitch to you and putting you down. and telling yous stuff that's very triggering and making you want to die.
and i don't know why people say the things they do. It hurts so bad. its gonna be engraved into my mind forever and I'll always think about what people have said. it's always gonna be on my mind. and i swear its gonna make me go crazy one day
