Jealousy. It's a b****. Everyone knows that it is too. When you're single, you get jealous if your crush starts dating someone that's not you. When you're in a relationship, depending on who you are, you get jealous of when your girl/guy is hanging out with someone of the opposite gender and has a good time. It's all there too. Just not everyone realizes it.
Well, with me, I get jealous of a lot of things. I just don't show it all the time. Most of the time it's with the thoughts in my head. I have a girlfriend, and I love her more than she could imagine. Sad to say, I'm kinda obsessed/addicted to her. It's a problem I have I guess. But today I just kept thinking about her spending time with others and doing stuff that aren't so good. I mean, she
is Bisexual and so am I, and it was my choice to date her, but I can't stop thinking about it. I think that might be because one of my fears is being cheated on. She says she wouldn't ever do it, but I've been lied to and I have huge trust issues because of it. It's all in my head, I assume, and it's something I'll have to live with.
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Lost in Life
RandomThis is more of a book that describes some of the things that make me feel lost. Whether or not you are interested is your deal, not mine. Updates are not going to be scheduled because of the time I have to write.
