A place of feelings

I am nobody
I feel sad
I am less than a shadow on the ground
And when the sun rise
I disappear
Because the night is where I feel
That I can Hide
below the darkness
Everybody is having fun
and I'm there
watching them
Laughing to the jokes they stole from me
I cry
I can't stop crying
And I feel like I can't stop dying
Inside
Inside inside inside
People
They say "some are strong some are weak"
But they can't erase the smile on their face
When the world is crushing
when you feel less then shadow
where you go?
Is there a place You can hide from yourself
When your glass is full and when your arms are around somebody that's the only place you feel whole again
But that feeling don't last forever
When the mornings come back and the sheets are flat, the kisses are dreams for the ones who didn't see them.
And you return to your loneliness
Wet cheeks, dry lips and no makeup on
The shadows they can be under the sun
You hangout with your loneliness
Your hurt suffered an other time
You said never again and you kissed never with your red-colored lips
You let him in your bed, in your mind
But never never came back
And one day you will see him
Laughing
with the ones who stole your jokes
Your smile your laughing
Never say goodbye
Goodbye forever