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messed up(1)

I'm messed up

Pandora's box dressed up

Everyday i feel like

I'm fighting a losing battle

I'm trying so hard to

to keep it together

but sometimes my facade drops,

people see the cracks,

people see the scars

that cover my body, my heart and soul

I want to be the dragon

and the princess at the same time,

I don't want to need anyone else,

I don't want to be

dependent on boys or other girls

but i seem to lean on those around me

even though I know that at the end of the day,

people end up going away,

growing up leaving me

So why do I try so hard to

to make everyone like me,

so why do I feel like I need everyone

to like me,

What's wrong?,

Am I not enough?,

Because I can't seem to make anyone stay,

Why does everyone leave me?

I wonder everyday