Life after losing a child is also a death sentence for you. My life had meaning when you came to me, it was bliss and happiness. Nothing could have changed that,but then you left me and took my heart and the remainder of my life with you. What I am suppose to do with my life? The emptiness your death and absence has left a dark void deep in my core. How am I suppose to go on without you? The only thing I have left is the memory of the day u came into my life. I held u and loved you instantly ,your soul was meant to give me love and show us what living each day was meant to be . In the worse days before your death you were brave and smiled.I held u when u came into my life, what mother gets to say she also held her daughter as she took her last breath and left this world,I was so lucky to have had that experience to hold you when you went to heaven and it left a void in my heart and soul it left me in a dark place. I no longer see the light life is meaningless . I pray every night we will reunite and I can hear u say momma again. October 15,2015 will mark your 7 year anniversary since you earned your wings. My darling they say time will heal my pain it hasn't all you do is learn to live with it every day. Life truly lost all meaning I smile and laugh but those are just empty and hollow. Only so no one feels pitty for my pain. My darling daughter I wait for the day I shall see you again.
