My life with henry cavill

Part 16

I follow Monica,, her curly hair is in a sloppy bun but it looks good on her.she has on a white lab coat and gray high top Adidas with red bottoms

"I like your shoes" I say quirky but loud enough for her to hear

"Thanks I've only worn them once I prefer wearing my Jordan's but I've worn my other one too many times and that means I need a new sugar daddy" she says and I giggle in reply

She opens a door

"People think I'm kidding but I'm serious "

"Well your a doctor"I say to her as I lay on the bed

"Yeah but all my money goes toward my house and my cars"

"What kind of cars do you have"

"A Bugatti and a Benz"

"Are you serious"

She looks at me confused

"Can I please drive the Bugatti"

"Sure if you help me get a few outfits"

"Sounds like a plan"

"Is henry here"

"Phone call or something"

"Are yall okay "

"I'm not sure what we are anymore but I shouldn't be talking about this with you"

"Why you act like people don't see you on tv"

"First I share that show with like 8 other celebrities "

"I know but still"

"Like you seem like a cool person but it just helps me in the long run"

"Well as your doctor it's my job to make sure that your mind is safe and that your well being is fine so that your baby and you have safe delivery."

"Well it's hard to explain, the truth is that I love him to the ends of this earth but he thinks different than me about certain things for instance my pregnancy he seems to be very uninterested and that makes me not want to have his kid when he acts that way, like I get that you love me and you've told me that you want to have kids with me and now that it's actually happening you're angry about it like come on you don't deserve that privilege I didn't when it came to J'onn like I wanted her but not at the time I had to grow up so fast for her and I had to start doing everything on my own it wasn't easy and now it's happening again with a guy who loves me isn't cheating on me cares about me and I'm older now but I'm not sure if he's ready so it just makes me nervous and here I go talking about bullshit that doesn't matter "

"Well you too just need to have a sit down and talk about it your already 2 1/2 months pregnant and believe me the next few are going to go by so quickly"

"Alright I can do that"

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As me and Monica leave her office I put my phone number into it

As we reach the lobby I see henry on his phone

"At least it's not on his ear" I say

She just smiles at me but it's not real it's so fake

I don't smile back I just walk away

I walk past henry and touch his shoulder as I do but I don't look at him I just continue to walk till I get to the elevator I bet the down button and I hear henry breath heavily behind me.

The elevator door opens and I hit the lobby button

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The garage door opens and I pull into it.

I lock the doors

"Please open the door" henry says breaking the silence since the hospital

"No" I say

"What is wrong" he screams

"It's happening again"

"What is happening"

"I feel it" I say as I unbuckle

"Feel what"

"The depression...its coming back"

He sighs and relaxes in his seat

"Why love"

"You"

"Me?" he questions

"I just want you here in my arms all the time I want to hold you and feel you I want more than this"

"What do you mean more ...I get that I work a lot and that I can't really help that ,I want to be here all the time I want to make you feel like the queen you are bloody hell I want nothing more than to be here "

He grabs my hand and kisses it

"In trying and I knew this wasnt going to be easy"

"I knew when I signed up"

I unlock the door and he doesn't move

"Your so amazing, your the mother of my child and soon to be wife"

"Soon to be"

"Jay I want to marry you but I don't want to deal with people saying we're only doing it for the baby I want to do it when we're ready"

"I'm ready" I say under my breath hoping he didn't hear

"And now we need to wait till I'm ready"

He opens the door

"I want you in the house in five minutes...in a few hours I'm on another plane so please hurry"

"K"

He walks in the house and I grab my phone and text Emily

-Shits getting real hurry home for the dets

I lock my phone after responding to a few messages

I walk in to the house I hear Henry and Tyler laugh

" The night is still young" I say it loud and proud

"What would you like to do than"

"I don't know there are always parties happening around"

"Something's up" Tyler says rubbing his forehead

" A girl can't want to go out"

"Not when your prego" Tyler says

"You weren't saying that last time "I say with a slight smile

"That's weird don't do that" he responds

I walk up to henry and wrap my arms around his waist and he throws his over my shoulder and he starts to sway as he rest his head on mine

Tyler's phone rings and he goes into the den

"Mine" I say quietly

"Yours" he responds

Tyler walks out

"I got bolt its Carly"

"Bye" I say

"See you soon henry hit me up and Jay I'll be back soon"

He runs out before we can say anything

He lifts me into his arms and I wrap my legs around his waist and he walks upstairs