Grief is something that is often misconstrued for anger, rage, frustration.
Nothing hurts worse than losing someone.
Someone that is close to you.
It may have been a friend and that relationship didnt work out.
Perhaps it was a girl you really liked and then you get rejected
The most hurtful feeling however, is when a family member is lost.
You feel nothing in the beginning.
Then, something important happens in your life.
You go to call that person and...
You cant.
Never again can you share your memories, secrets, crushes or your day at school.
You feel this black hole in your chest.
Everytime you think of memories, you feel this overwhelming sense of dread and sadness.
Your heart hurts like a weight dropping on your foot.
Nothing can ever change the fact that you cant bring them back.
Now, you're left wondering what life would be like with them.
All the birthdays, Christmases, Best Friend's Days, Mother's and Father's that were missed.
It's like a endless bleeding stab wound. It eternally hurts and trickles blood. There is nothing you can do to prevent it.
