Deepened

Ch . 1 ( Secrets ) Miracle

" I-im finna cum " I moaned as he stroked me so good , I was in lust biting my lip throwing it back thrusting my hips while the song majornine - gimme more played in the back ground , we always fucked to music and in a strange weird way I liked it .
I was into this boy , mentally , physically & emotionally he did something to me and now I feel like im stuck , which is crazy cause that shit ain't me .
As he grabbed my waist beating my back in with his huge dick , my body began to jerk which caused him to speed the stokes up , the clapping sounds of my ass against his dick made me more horny .
" fuckkk " I moaned breathing heavy , I can tell he was finna come By the grunt sound he made ,
He pulled out quick as fuck nutting over all the sheets , as we were done , he shook his head and did a smirk as he went to grab his jeans
" yo this gotta stop " I finally said looking down .
" what you mean " he questioned  reading my face as he was stepping in his jeans .
" T H I S ! " I semi yelled .
" we can't keep doing this shit Kobe " I said as Tears began to form in my eyes .
" man here you go with this sad shit dawg , look you knew what it was wen you got with a nigga if you don't wanna do this shit say it , but don't be acting like you all hurt when you fucking on a nigga " Kobe snapped causing me to tilt my head and look at him crazy .
" excuse me ? Don't act like when we first started fucking you ain't come on to me nigga you the fucking dog ! I don't see what maya see in you my sister can find so much better yet she be stuck on a nigga like you ! "
I snapped looking at him in digust .
He chucked .
" yeah "
" now you stuck , I rather argue with my bitch den argue with u " he stated calmly as he grabbed his keys and his phone and took off .
Usually I cry and get in my feelings because I was Inlove with him but this time I actually wanted him to leave I felt so bad i did this to my sister , maya a good ass sister with a good heart she will give me the world and here I was fucking her first love I felt so bad man , on top of that I have a boyfriend who name was carter and let's just say we rocky right now that nigga don't give a fuck bout me I don't know why I was with him ,  I felt like my life was a movie a horrible one at that , I never had shit I was always counted out maya was the one everyone loved because of her energy she was an amazing person , i was the bitch with the issues and I was so tired of it every since mom left maya with the house when she left us early due to cancer shit went left in my heart I miss our mom so much .
Later on that day , I had to clock in at work wasn't ready but I had to make that money , as I was headed to work , I gotta text from Kobe .
Kobe : keep ya mouth close
Me : whatever .
All he was worried bout was me coming out telling my sister , which I wanted to do so bad I love my sister , I love Kobe too now I'm stuck in this shit deep .
After work I was so tired  after my shower I still couldn't sleep still depressed , still having anxiety about this whole situation so i decided to call everyone's favorite person who always there streetz  , streetz was a feared nigga in the streets , this man name hold weight til this day he was a big drug lord he lost most of his family to the game , and went on a killing spree he's now spiritual and give out warning signs he's like the hood prophet , he tells shit and it happens nobody know but before this Kobe situation me and streets was chilling he's like family to us and we had a little party at Kobe house and streets pulled me to the side and told me  before it happen me and streetz was on the couch smoking a blunt
"  whatever you do , don't cross your sister for Kobe mimi you better than that " he said as he inhaled the smoke
I looked at him like he was stupid .
" why the fuck would I cross my sister I look at kobe as my brother streetz how dare you ! "
I yelled but no one could hear us on the couch arguing because the music was so loud ,
" aye look , I ain't coming at u , u my people , y'all all my people I'm just saying don't do it I feel like some shit gonna happen between y'all and all I'm doing is warning u  " he spoke looking at me reading my face , at that moment I thought he was tweaking off the weed and eyed him disgustingly and walked off
" yo Mimi " he called out .
But I already left
Waking up from that daydream and the night of the partyhe was right , and it was scary , I literally felt like I had nobody so I called streets .
" yo "
He picked up after the first answer he was so raw like that .
" hey , I'm depressed can you come and let's smoke and talk I can really use your spiritual words right now " I told him .
He chuckled
" what's funny ? " I questioned .
" come outside crazy " he told me .
" for what ? " I questioned confused .
" do it " he demanded .
I sucked my teeth aggravated on what this nigga was talking about and I jumped out my body as I opened the door it was streetz , I smiled so warmly so happy to see him , I loved his energy you never find people with good energy wen you
Down GOD ❤️ really speak through this man he's really GOD❤️ sent .
" steeeeetsssss "
I smiled opening my wide arms around to hug him , he hugged back and stepped in and we took a seat on my couch , I had my own apartment by the way even tho mom left maya with the house , we stayed together for years and it hurt maya when I moved out but I had to stack up my bread and leave I couldn't keep facing my sister knowing the slimy shit I was doing behind her back , it hurt me too much .
" so how you been jit ? " he asked me as he began rolling up on the table .