I think i found my angel...well more like demon but that doesn't matter
When he says i love you it feels like my heart is jumping out my chest
And i want to tell him...but im scared i guess or..something else
some days i wonder why would he even love someone like me i just don't understand..he never reallys explains it but i don't think that it matters if i understand or not
its not just noise or white lights i can tell what feeling emotions are like i haven't done that in a while
My heart is in the right place but my head isn't sometimes...but i think you know that
You see something in me that i don't see in myself and i want to say thank you for that its been a while seen some believed in me
This is not a love letter i guess this is all my thoughts and feelings in one place it might not make the most sense..
I wish i could write everything i want to say but that would be a lot to read
This isn't the most organized thing ever but i mean every word and im sorry if this sucked
Hi please don't judge me i tried and...please end my suffering
