The Pain in Me

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It gets to me everyday
Pushing me out of my own way
I feel the slight tingle in my eyes
Again, I'm the only one who cares

Why does it always have to be like this?
Why can't I escape this disease?
It's clings to me like a sting
But I'm the only one who feels this thing

Most times I try to run away
I try every night and day
I seek a better version of me
But all these won't let go for me.
I
Prayers, I pray to God
Sometimes, seems like I get bored
I don't see any headway
This feeling, drives me insane

I can't see any way forward
That alone takes me backward
Why am I different from everyone else
Prolly, I'm the worst human on earth

I contemplate quitting
But I can't seem to do it
It's like all my doors are closing
And I'm shut behind it.








A/N: Can't remember when I wrote that, but it sure means alot to me.
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