Lost in Lust

Chapter 1

ABBI

Diary Entry
    Dear diary, its been a month since we moved to Cali and I'm kinda missing Kansas. Ugh idk. BHHS (Beverly Hills High School) has its perks like the boyss. Freshman year is great. Me and David are still talking (her ex\best friend) it sucks he's all the way in Kansas. Any way I gotta get ready for school. Adios that's right ya girl knows spanish!
--Abbi

I sigh after writing that because I really am missing Kansas.

Buzz Buzz

My phone goes off and it reads: INCOMING FACETIME: DAVID. I immediately answer it.

"Best friend!" I shout all I see if his dark brown hair and blue eyes through the camera.

"I'm here to help with the outfit," says David in a monotone voice, I can tell he's tired. I lay out the outfit options.

"The first one is a white t-shirt I cut into a crop top, these black ripped jeans I got from American Eagle, and my black converse. The oth-"

"I like the first," David cut me off.

"First one it is, imma go change." I tell David.

"Alright bud." He replied, going silent.

When I came out of the bathroom David wasn't on the phone anymore. I rolled my eyes grab my keys and walked down stairs to my Mom.

"Morning honey!"

"Morning, Mom. I gotta get going."

"Okay Abbs, I love you,"

"Love you too mom." I reply walking out. My relationship with my mom is really good, we get along well and I share everything with her, my dad died in the service when I was little, I didn't know him very well.

When I get to school I get stares everywhere I go, its been like that since I got here. Suddenly my best friend Jenna walks up.

"I'm so glad your here, I have something to tell you!!" She had that cheesy look on her face I could tell it was about a boy.

"Who's the boy?" I asked.

"Joseph Ealy," she pointed in the direction of a skinny but not too skinny, blue eyed, brunette. He immediately  stared in my direction and hit me with a smirk. I rolled my eyes. Even though I thought it was super hot.

"What's so good about him?" I asked even though I actually get it.

"Look at him!!" Jenna exclaimed.

"You're delusional, Jenna." Then the first bell rang making my conversation with Jenna short. My first class is Biology with Mrs. King. I walked in to find my seat and saw a new name in the desk next to mine. This is weird, I thought, no one sits by me. I looked over at the name but suddenly Joseph walked in and set his stuff down on the desk next to me, woah jenna was right, look at him I thought.

"Hey, I don't think I've seen you around much. My names Joseph." He held his hand out.

"Oh, hey," I replied. He pulled his hand back.

"What's your name?"

"Abbi, uh, Renoylds." I was getting lost in my words.

"Is it alright if I call you Abbs?"

"I mean not a lot of people do, but go for it."

"Okay, Abbs," he said with a cute smile, and before I knew it the first period bell rang. Joseph said bye and that'd he would see me around and all I could think about was when.

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I met Jenna in cafeteria which gives me a headache sometimes because of the colors, i mean green and gold come on!

"Hey," said Jenna tucking a strand of her long blonde hair behind her ear. "I saw that you and Joseph were talking in your first period today, what was that about?" I could hear the concern in her voice but before I can say anything she blurts, "I thought you said you didn't like him."

"Yeah, no I don't." I was lying. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Joseph talking to his friends, almost as if getting a pep talk, then he started walking toward Jenna and I. "Blondie, three o'clock."

"Hey, Abbs," said Joseph Ealy, the hottest senior in my highschool. "Will you go to prom with me?" All I could pay attention to was his perfect teeth, big blue eyes and muscular body. I turned to look at Jenna almost as if to ask what I should say but she was already gone. "I'll take that as a no," he said hesitantly as he started walking away.

"Wait!" I shouted grabbing his muscular arm. "Woah,"

"What was that?" Joseph asked.

"I said I'd love to go to prom with you."

"Cool snap me sometime," he said handing me a piece of paper that said "add my snap hottie @jealy69." Best day ever!

JOSEPH

As I'm walking back to my friends I keep getting texts from girls telling me that they're better then Abbi and that they know I'm just using her to get my body count up, which is far from the truth. She seems real, and super down to earth.

"How'd it go man?" Drew asked walking up to me giving me a bro hug with a pat on the back, you know the things boys do. I'm honestly surprised Abbi hasn't met or liked Drew he's a blond haired blue eyed boy with a better body then me.

"Great man," I paused, "we're going to prom, and she's gonna add me on snap." Just as I said this I get a notification:

Abigail Renoylds added you as a friend!

"Here we go boys." I said as all the guys are crowded around me. I was debating on sending her a text when Stacey Jones walks up to me. She has brown hair, green eyes, an athletic body, and dimples that used to get me every time she smiled and yes she's my ex but I have no feelings toward her anymore.

"Hey Joey," she was speaking in a very flirty voice, she always does this when I'm talking to someone new.

"Nah, you don't get to do this Stace, you do this every time I get happy you march in here THINKING I still want you. Now I don't know what you got going on up there," pointing at her head I continued, "but I don't want you."

"I just don't want you to use her like you did me." Stacey pulls this on every guy that breaks up with her she goes around complaining to all of her little friends cause she's the "it" girl.

"Listen Stacey," said my bro C.J., "he made you who you are, and he can take it all away so I suggest you take your perky little self and get out of here." Stacey scoffed and storm off as i give C.J. a high five.

JENNA

I stormed off into the bathroom. I was SO mad at Abbi, she's been here for a month and she already stole the guy I like, she's just like Stacey. Long story short Stacey and I were best friends our freshman year, and I told her that I liked Joseph and she marched in and stole him from me. At least she had the decency to tell me she liked him. Now here Abbi is stealing him my sophomore year.

"Jen?" I heard someone call as the bathroom door shut. "Jenna, are you in here? Its Abbi. Listen I didn't mean to upset you, its just I-"

"Why didn't you tell me? Is it that hard to open your mouth and say, 'yeah I like him too.'" She sat there for in silence as if she had nothing to say. I scoffed, "you're just like all the other girls in this damn school. I'm so sick and tired of everyone fucking lying to me. You can sit with your new boyfriend at lunch." I stormed off, I'm just done with today.

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A\N: I hope you guys enjoyed!! This is my first book like this. Its highly unedited

Published: 06-15-19
Word count: 1343